Falling hard (jacob perez love story)

3 months later

Authors note:
I'm still updating. Not stopping no time soon. I plan on making book 2 maybe. So just wait on it. I'm speeding up the months in the next few chapters so the twins can turn 1 already. -asia- enjoy!!!!!
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Brielle pov:

Lately I have been stressed out badly.  I haven't been myself and everybody knows it. For the past two weeks nothings the same. Everyone is still planning my wedding since me and ray are still engaged but I don't know. I told jacob to get the twins for me and keep them for a while so I can get myself together. He agreed and they have been with him for 2 weeks now. Babies always know when mommy isn't well and they noticed it. So I couldn't let them see me like this. There 5 months now and so beautiful.  There starting to sit up on there own which is a good thing. As for me and ray I have no explanation. He's just not the same. He's changed and I can't say I know why cause I honestly dont. Deep down I know he has a reason why he does what he does but he won't tell me. I just want to know. I can't eat, sleep, or be myself and smile and have fun and go out of the house like I normally do. Everything is just different. I don't know what to do but I need to decide because I refuse to keep going through this and I have my twins to care for. It's not healthy at all.

I was brought out of my thoughts by my ipone 6 ringing. I picked it up without a care in the world who it was.

India: yo wassup? We been calling and you won't answer. All of us are at tasha and deanna house come over and let us see you!!! We miss you.

Me: i know but Nows just not the time. I'm sorry for avoiding you guys I just been stressed but I'm ok. I'm going to be ok. I'll see you guys at craigs party tommorow.

Before they could talk I hung up. I just layed back on the couch and fell asleep.  I need sleep.

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Jacob pov:

Brielle got all of us just worried about her. I don't know what's going on but for 2 weeks she has not come out the house. She won't come out and see us or anything somethings wrong and I hate seeing her like that. I know my babies miss her face. I just cant wait to see her. It's not the same without being around her. All of us are sad and want to know what is going on. When we ask ray he changes the subject or tells she's ok. Nothing else. It makes me so mad. This isn't like her but oh trust and believe I will get it together. Trust me. I still love her that's my heart my other half. We were meant to be I will find out why she isn't acting the same. It's serious when she can't even be around the twins. I know something not right.

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Ray pov:

I'm sick and tired of everyone asking about brielle. I just say she's ok cause what goes down in my house is none of they business. I get irritated alot. So now since 2 weeks ago I started drinking any kind of alcohol it is from clear to dark. I drink it all. Shots and full bottles. I have my reasons why but noone needs to know my business. I just drink my fucking mind away. It makes my problems go away. But I have no control when it's in my system.

I was at the bar taking shots after shots. When I got to shot number 12 I went home. When I got inside I saw bri spread out on the couch sleep. I just went upstairs and got comfortable.

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