Favorite //J.J.K

열셋

WARNING: This chapter in loves triggering topics.
Please dont read if easily triggered.
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"Come with me." Jungkook barged into my room and pulled me by my wrist.

"Ouch." I whispered luckily he didnt hear me.

He brought me to the front yard.

And pulled me out of the fence to the pavement.

It hit me.

I forgot how this house looked I forgot how fresh air was.

I forgot how it was to be in public.

I forgot it all.

"What's the matter?" Jungkook asked as he saw my eyes widened.

"I havent been outside in so long."

"Follow me."

"But what about dad? He'll be mad."

"Forget about him."

It was kinda hard to forget about him.

Jungkook pulled me along with him.

"Jungkook where are we going?"

He didn't respond.

After a long time we arrived at a apartment.

He pulled me up into a room.

"Tell me everything."

He said seriously as he sat me on the couch.

"Everything about what?"

"How come you never come out? How come dad always treats you so weirdly? How come I could hear you crying when dad leaves your room? What happens in there?"

I was shocked.

So many things happened in that room.

I couldn't tell him.

I would deny, deny, deny.

At least thats how I like it to be.

"Your so sad. And look at you. You wear the same thing everyday. This white dress thats not even white anymore. What's up with you? When I took you outside you looked so shocked."

"Here's the truth. When I was little. I-.... I was bullied and didnt want to go to school and come out to the world. And dad understood. And I cry because dad tries to get me to socialize and go to school. But it just brings back memories."

I lied.

It was a dirty lie.

I felt bad lying to the only boy that has made my heart beat. And not out of fear. But of something else.

"Oh. I thought it was something serious but I also brought you here to tell you that I broke up with my girlfriend and I feel really bad about life right now. Please help me."

Jungkook was back to talking about himself I guess.

"Ok I'll listen no matter what Jungkook, I'll always be here for you."

"Thanks,sis."

That word broke my heart.

Right, Jungkook thinks I'm his sister.

He talked to me and cried to me and just let all his emotions get out.

He looked so happy after it all.

I wish I could do the same.

"I love you, sis"

"I love you too Jungkook."

I dont see Jungkook as a boy or a friend or even a brother.

I see him as a man.

A very innocent man.

A man who gets influenced easily.

A very kind man.

That room was his friends and he just wanted to go somewhere private to talk. Since his friend Jin was out for the whole day.

I rushed back to my dark, dirty room before dad came back from work.

And when he did.

He was drunk.

And for the second time in my life.

He hurt me.

But not in that way.

He raped me.