Crush Ko Ang Manyak Na Classmate !

guilt

Hi guys long time no read. Malapit na kasi exam so im gonna update chap. 4 na :)

Chap.4  

Ugh! What ?! Im so bullshit , argh !!!!!!! Sabay sigaw at tinapon ang mga gamit.  

carl think think!!!!!!! Sabi ko. Paano ko ba ito sasabihin kay juliana?!

Grrrre.. Argh! Buglang may nag knock sa door

*knock * *knock*.

Sino yan? Sabi ko

Si mommy . Anak ok ka lang ? Ba't umiiyak ka? Buksan mo itong pinto.  

I open the door At nakita ko si momy hawak ang cake at nakalagay na happy bday. We live you so much carl from mommy and art :)

Aw. Napaiyak ako. 

They hugged me tightly and binlow ko ang cake and now im 14 .

Uhm. Art ilagay mo ang cake sa ref . Kakainin natin yan mamaya okay? Sabi ni momy

Ok momy. Kuya happy bday ulit. Sabi ni art. 

Thanks bro! Your thr best. Sabay apit namin!

Anak, lets talk i know your not okay. Sabihinmo sa akin makikinig ako okay?

B-but mom  

Happy birthday! Happy bitrthday ! Happy birthday to you. Carl !

Oh shit Si juliana.

Oi? Walang response? Sabi niya.

U-uh t-thank you ha? Sabi ko

Anak mamaya nalang okay? Sabi ni mommy

Okay po mom.

Oh bat matamlay ka sa bday mo? Sabi ni juliana. 

-ah - wala wala

Hmm walang bisita? Wait im gonna call my best--

Ju-julianna , may sasabihin sana ako sa iyo .

Huh? Ano yun? Tanong niya habAng nakatawa.

I-i touched you.

Bigla akong nanigas sa reaksyon niya.

Huh? Touched? What do you mean touched?! Kumunot yung noo niya.

I- i ki-s

Ah!  Okay. Lang un bday mo naman

What?! Fuck it ! Sabi ko

Fuck you too! Sabi niya.

Alam mo pumunta na tayo sa baba. Mukhang naghihuntay na sila sayo. Lets go?

O-okay. But still feel guiilt and shame.

Anak andyan na pala kayo, lets eat.

Ok. Plastic smile ko

JULIANA's POV:

Hindi ko pa rin makalimutan ang nangyari sa. Xmas party namin. 

That day was bullcrap! Worst day ever in my life dahil may kumuha sa aking. Virginity. 

Can't still recover hangganv ngayon . But kinilig ako dahil sinagip ni carl ang buhay ko. 

I dont think he likes me. Pero that man take me incthe forest was so familliar. Oo he kissed me but he did'nt fuck me. But he was so familliar very familliar.

FLASHBACK: 

December 31, 2013  

Christmas party