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Luhan

I looked at my planner.

31 January 2017, 8:00 am - Driving class.

I sighed. I'm not a morning person. I set alarm on 6 in the morning.

After I put my alarm clock on the head of my bed, I yawned. I need to sleep early though. I went to my cupboard and took out my hello kitty pajama. Since my blanket was taken by my cousin, I need something warmer.

I slided into my pajama and went to bed. Slowly, I drifted off to dreamland.

-

I felt a soft pat on my head. Well, it more like caressing. The caress felt so soft that it made me feel safe.

Slowly, I opened my eyes and realized I was in someone's lap. I looked up to see the person.

I thought imagination is playing me that I saw Luhan patting me with a smile. He said, "Go to sleep, Tina-ya. You need to wake up early."

Instantly I shut my eyes in peace. Within a second, I drifted to the dreamland again.

-

Suddenly, my eyes shot opened. My heart beat fast. Not because of nightmare. My heart beat fast because of Luhan in my dream. Immediately, I ran around the house with a slight hope that the dreamlike was real.

My shoulder slumped in frustration as I didn't saw any Luhan's silhouette in my house.

Maybe it is just a dream at all.

I sighed, why did the dream felt so real. As I turned around, I have been hug by someone. I almost cried as the feeling was so sentimental.

"It's real, Tina-ya. I'm real. It is not a dream."

Recognizing the voice, slowly I looked up hoping that I won't be devastated for the second time.

My breath stopped as I saw the figure who hugged me was Luhan. I was so shocked and feeling unreal to start breathing again.

His angelic smile lit up as he cupped my face, "Breath, Tina." Involuntarily, I'm breathing again.

I was frozen that I clutched into his shirt so tight. He held my hand as he loosened my grip. He patted my head and said, "You are gonna be late. Go take a bath."

With reluctant, I took heavy step to the bathroom. I'm afraid after I'm done he will disappeared. If this was just an imagination, I wished it to not stop forever.

Suddenly, he whispered to me, "I won't go anywhere I promised. I'll send you to the class." His hot breath was tickling my neck but I didn't reacted to it since my body feel so stiff with the sudden contact.

So I went to the bathroom to take a quick shower.  Still wishing that it is not a dream.

-

After I'm done, I went to the living room and saw Luhan is having a breakfast while reading some newspaper.

Awkwardly, I went to him and coughed, signalling him that I am ready. His eyes turned to me as his lips curved a smile.

"Let's have a breakfast before we go, okay?"

I shook my head gently as I said, "I rarely take breakfast before class. I always eat after I finished my class."

He stood up and pulled me to sit beside, "No, today you'll take breakfast before class. Not after." He poured me a tea and gave me a sandwich. I took the sandwich in hesitant as I feel really awkward from this atmosphere.

It is feel really like a dream having Luhan in my house. But, everybody insists that Luhan is real, not my fraction of imagination. Including my parents. They eat their breakfast relaxly that looked like having Luhan in the house is a normal thing.

I was told that Luhan is shooting at my country and he want to be with his fans. The lucky fan is me. This really sounds fishy and unreal to me that made me still doesn't believe that this is reality, not a dream.

After I finished my breakfast, we entered the car as Luhan told me that he will send me to my driving class. The car was so silent that I don't know what to say to him. I could see Luhan tried to hide his smile.

He said, "Don't be too stiff, Tina-ya. Just be yourself."

As I tried to relax, he started a conversation that might interest me. Then, the 30-minutes journey felt like a few minutes for me.

-

Once again, I sighed. But this time, half-excited half a disappointment. I looked at myself as I took a deep breath.

All of it is just a dream. A false awakening.