decisions, decisions

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days and days had passed of the two of them talking.
strella felt as she could talk to him for eternity without any problems.

she hope that louis would soon ask her to be his girlfriend because had became very fond of him, as he was as well of her.

one day he had messaged her. "will you go out with me?", of course strella was going to say yes, but she wanted it to be special.

so being the person she is she asked if he could ask her in person.
once she got him to agree she couldn't be happier.

as done as asked, louis asked her in person as she happily said yes with no hesitation.

but one day in the middle of the relationship, strella started to feel odd. for some reason she just did. and this feeling was toward louis, she wasn't sure why.

so she distanced herself from him for a while to figure out what was going on. when finally she figured out what the problem was...

she still missed john.

she couldn't believe that she felt this way. all she could think about were the good moments they had together. like the first time they had sex.

it was a day after school and john had gone home with her.
they had talked and talked about the most random things.

as they were cuddling in her bed, she turned to face him and gave him a small peck. which had then turned to an intense makeout session.

he gently started to pull off her clothes as she did the same to him. he then started to gently kiss her neck leaving shivers down her spine. he started to move down slowly to her stomach down to her sensitive area.

he then moved back up to face her directly, "you're beautiful, you know that right?" he told her as she blushed.

he then shifted to unclasp her bra, and didn't lose contact from her eyes once while doing so.

he then moved down the slide her panties off very gently making strella breath slightly rapid.

he then moved to remove the rest of his clothing starting with his calvin klein underwear.

he slowly removed them revealing his large penis. that was as hard as ever.

she was slightly nervous because this was her first time.

john then hovered over strella, giving her a passionate kiss. and then looking at her with a hint of nervousness, for approval.

she then nodded and john slowly entered her. a strike of pain hit her and she whimpered causing john to stop. "no keep on going i'm okay", she said.

doing as told he keep on going thrusting in and out of her. soon the pain turned into pleasure.

once they both reached their climax, they laid together silently, cuddling as they were in the first place.

all she could remember is john saying "i love you", as she did the same. then the both of them falling asleep.

strella could remember that day like it was yesterday, but she knew it was wrong to think this was especially when she's dating louis.