The war inside

Chapter 2

Cancer   Cancer    Cancer    Cancer

The only word I could think about was cancer. As the doctor was explaining to Elliot and I the only thing that popped into my mind was my mom. Where was she????

I stopped in the middle of the conversation and asked " Where is my mom?" Elliot looked at me with a concerned look in his eyes.

The doctor then left the room. Why would he leave??? I questioned to myself. Elliott sighed, " Your mom left you because she thought that you were craving attention." I started to cry. Elliot came over to me. He unwillingly told that there was more.

" Your mom called me and told me that she had turned around her car because she regretted leaving. While she was on the phone I put her on speaker so she could say she loved you. After she said that I heard a loud bang."

I was confused but glad to know that my mom loved me and regretted leaving. As Elliott continued the truth began to set.

"Julia your mom got in a car crash and she died." Tears forcing there way out of my eyes and making me want to punch a wall. At that point I went into a full blown anxiety attack. I had a small one when I found out I had cancer but this time it was different.

The thought of death made me realize that I could die tomorrow. 

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I wasn't sad that my mom died, I was sad because I don't want to leave Elliott. He is the world to me and without him I would die, literally. I could not imagine life with out him. All I know is that if anything were to happen to me I would miss Eli in the after life. I chuckled at the thought of the after life.

Elliott look at me like I was crazing. "Why are you laughing." He exclaimed. " I don't know, I just thought of something funny." I said barley holding back a roar of laughter. "Do share milady," he stated in a British accent.

So I explained to him what just happened in my mind. You already know so bla bla bla.

Fast forwarding to tomorrow................ I was already out of the hospital. They said I didn't have to come back until 2 days later to start chemo.

As of right now my cancer was most likely terminal or permanent. Meaning at some point I will die of cancer.

Since I didn't get tested for terminal they were going to do the test when I came back. I had to use a oxygen machine to make it easier to breath and so I wouldn't get light headed.

Since I was going to be out of school for two weeks I had to go to school today. I really didn't want to but I had to. Since I was staying with Elliott I had to go to my house first. I dreaded going home thinking about my mom was the last thing I wanted to do.

I had to go to school so I really had no chose. I decided to shave my hair that night so I would not have to do it at the hospital.

Once it came time to shave my hair I really was in shock. After the fact that I was now bald I thought I didn't look to bad.

Elliott lived with is mom, dad, sister, and his twin brothers. So they had a packed house. SO instead of having me sleep on the coach I got to sleep with Elliot.

As morning rose and the alarm clock sounded I was ready for the day.

_____________________________________________________________________________=_ Hey guys so I realized that I didn't really introduce myself in the last chapter so here it is:            10 facts about me:

My name is Rena.

My fav color is grey

I have 8 siblings

I love to write

I play guitar

I have a dog named Stella

My fav food is Garlic Bread

My fav TV show is the walking dead

I have the most amazing best friends

My fav super villains are Harley Quinn and Dead shot

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I tried to make this chapter longer so I hope you like it and if you guys see any mistakes coment on it so I can fix it thx bye guys          - Rena