Smile

Chapter 1

Kevin's pov:

I walk into my first period and my eyes immediately are fixated on him, the one person I desperately wish I could talk to. But I know I never can. The truth is that someone like me could never get close to someone like him, not only because he won't let me, but also because I am nothing like him. I'm not popular like him, not handsome, not athletic. I'm just a nerd. What I would give just to see him smile... NO! To be the reason for his beautiful smile. That would definitely make my miserable excuse for existence somewhat worth it, right?

Look at him. Why doesn't he ever smile? Is it because the world is undeserving of the beauty that sweet smile would bring?

'You are undeserving' I shake the thought away, though I knew in my heart it was true.

Author's pov:

Kevin's gaze returns to the raven who looks like he couldn't care less about what was going on around him, his heart longing to get to know him. Longing to be more then a mere pawn when the shark is bored and is in need of a chew toy. He wanted to know the real Eddward, to get close, to be a friend if nothing else. He wanted to make him smile...

Kevin's pov:

~ slight time skip~

Class is over and already Edd has a swarm of girls flirting and talking to him, some even being bold enough to stick pieces of paper (which Kevin can only assume are their numbers) into Eddward's slightly unzipped bag.

'This hurts but what can I do? I'll never have a chance. At least they have a chance' Kevin feels tears coming but tries desperately to hold them back. He walks out of the classroom and into the hallway, he switches his books out at his locker and heads to his second period.

Authors pov:

After Kevin walks out of the room Eddward excuses himself in the most polite Way he could possibly muster. He was not in the mood. He goes into the boys restroom and disposes of the scrapes of paper that littered his backpack. Every. Single. One.

Kevin's pov:

I just about made it to my second period (Accelerated math) when I felt myself being shoved into the wall

"You're in my way pumpkin" Eddward spits the last word with hits of what I can only assume is disgust.

"s-sorry Eddward" I apologize

As he walks into the the classroom I let out a sigh "I guess being noticed is better then not at all" I say loud enough for only myself to hear. 'Even if he only lets his anger and annoyance out on me'