Supernatural Imagines

Sam Winchester X Reader

You And Sam Are Drunk And You Have A Flashback
Title- I Can't Do That Again
Warnings- mentions of rape

You stepped from your car and looked around the dark parking lot, walking towards the service station. A hand wrapped around you middle and another around you mouth. You tried to scream, squirming against the strangers strong grip.
"Shhhh, sweetheart, we're gonna have some fun"

15yrs Later
The boy didn't say much about his past.
Or his family.
And especially not his brother.
You chose not to press him into telling you anything.
You of all people, would hate that.

He was drunk. You were drunk. Dancing around the living room after a few bottles of wine and countless beers. Laughing like you hadn't in years, and enjoying the beautiful sound of Sam's chuckling, which you had never heard, as Sam told the story of when him and his older brother set off fireworks and set fire to a field a few blocks over.
It was actually the first time Sam had really spoken about his brother, whom you assumed was either dead, or had abandoned Sam.
Sam had finished his story and was singing along, badly, to a song pumping from the stereo, when he looked up, lust filling his eyes.
He immediately pushed you flush to the couch, leaning down to kiss you as his hands wandered south. You instantly sobered, trying to push him away but in your drunken state you couldn't find the strength.
"Stop, Sam."
"Sam, please."
"Sam, stop!"
"Sam, please stop."
You finally managed to shove him off and when he hit the floor, shooting upright.
"What's wrong Y/N?"
You stood up, shuffling toward the lounge entrance.
"Babe, what's wrong?" Sam asked quietly.
"I'm sorry Sam, I just can't" you sobbed.
"Can't what?"
"Do this" you stammered, gesturing to him and yourself.
"Why?" Sam nearly shouted "I love you, you lo... You do love me, right Y/N?"
"I can't do that again" you screamed.
Sam engulfed you in his arms, pressing his nose to your head.
"What baby?"
"He hurt me" you sobbed into his chest.
"Can you tell me what happened?"
"He raped me" you choked out.
A relieving filled you.
It was the first time you had ever said it.
You felt the tears running down your cheeks.
You heard Sam's sniffles.
And at that moment you knew it was okay.
At that moment you wanted to stand there, engulfed in Sam's arms, forever.

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