The Clumsy Boy At Starbucks

Chapter 14

He began kissing my neck again, but I pushed him away. "Tristen we can't, this isn't right." He stopped looking up at me with a sad look.

"What do you mean? I thought ou were enjoying this?" I pushed him away so I could stand up and pace around the room.

"It's not that I wasn't enjoying it, don't get me wrong I did. I just don't feel right about this, I'm still in love with Nathan." He sighed while running his fingers through his hair. "It's not fair to you."

"Kaitlyn, don't worry about it. I understand, we both moved things way to fast, but you need to go back to Nathan." I looked at him confused. "Call him."

With those words he left me stunned in my room until I heard the front door open and close. I ran to the living room grabbing my phone. I slid threw the contacts until I came upon King, my finger lingered over the call button aimlessly. "Nathan. I'm sorry." I began crying, but quickly pressed the call button.

I brought the phone to my eat and listened to the steady ringing. It rung for a while, but on the last ring someone picked up. "Kaitlyn?" A hoarse voice spoke through the phone.

"N-nathan." I stumbled trying to keep my cool.

"What do you want? Shouldn't you be having sex with your new boyfriend?" I sighed feeling my heart fall.

"I'm sorry Nathan. I love you." I began weeping feeling my composer break quick. "I'm so stupid."

"Yeah, you are." I heard him chuckle on the other end. "Thats why I love you."

I smiled lightly, but I knew he was still hurt, alot. "Could you possibly come over?" I asked looking at the time, 1:40 in the morning wasn't that bad. Right

"Anything for you Kait." He hung up making me sigh deeply glad he still liked me.

I got up wiping the tears off my cheeks, and I walked into my kitchen. I grabbed an apple and began eating it until my door was thrown open. "Kaitlyn!" The hoarse voice echoed threw my house.

I jumped off the counter running into his arms. "I'm so sorry King." I began crying while he held me in his arms. "I only love you."

"I know Kaitlyn, I know." He just held me in his arms like I was a child. "Just please don't do that again to me."

"I promise." I was sobbing in his arms and I knew that I was the bad person. "I can't believe I hurt you the way I did, It wasn't right and you probably shouldn't have come back to me after what I did to you."

"You're right you shouldn't have done that and I know I wont be able to trust you as well, but please promise me one more thing." He looked into my watery eyes, while his seemed to be filled with pain.

"What's that?"

"Don't talk to Tristen again. I don't want you to leave me for someone like that again, especially him. " I nodded even though it would be hard since Tristen was still my friend even if we did all that. "Thank you Kati."  

He let me out of his arms and set me onto the futon, "What did you to do once I left?" He asked me sitting down next to me.

"Nothing really." I lied making him look over at me in disbelief. "Well, we only kissed some more and we almost did more, but I promise you we didn't do that."

"But you were about to have sex?" He asked about to cry.

"Well I mean we were, but I stopped him so nothing like that did get to happen." He nodded upset with me, but even I knew I deserved worse. "Are you sure you still want to be with me?

"Of course." He smiled, but it quickly turned into a frown. "Do you think we should have time away from each other?"

"I don't know. I'm scared I'm going to hurt you again." He nodded getting up off the futon and stretching brining which brought his shirt up and showed off his six pack.