Tijana's POV:
After little 'incident' with Jason at a parking lot, i went straight back home. I tried not to think about it, or him. But something just pulls me to get to know him, and to see what he meant by saying "'Cause what The King Of The School wants, he gets, baby girl". It's like i just can't read him, like he is a closed book, but opens on some pages, and gives mi small details of what i want to know, not much to realize but enough to keep me interested. It's driving me insane. He is driving me insane. He and his honey brown eyes, that you can dive in, his plump lips, that look so kissa- NO. You DO NOT like Jason McCann. Nope. You hate him, Tijana. You can't possibly like him, there's no way for it. He is a jerk. He is player. He is just an egocentric asshole who wants just to get in your pants, and then dump you, like he possibly have done to many, if not all, girls in our school. And you can't let Jason McCann be your first time. Yes, i know, big fuss, I'm 17, and I'm a virgin, and i never kissed before, BOO-HOO, big deal. I'm just saving it for someone who will respect and appreciate something that important to me, and someone who loves me and cares about me. I do believe in love, just think it's hard to find it. After my 'dilemma' with myself, i went to take a shower. When i finished, i remembered that i forgot to take my garments and clothes, so i just walked back in my room, and not even bothering to look around my room, and see that someone's in a room with me. In MY room. I didn't see that then, but when i walked in my walk-in closet, i felt someones breath on my neck. Never felt so scared in my entire life. It could be a serial killer, or some rapist. And then, reality hit me like a lightning, I'M NAKED, in front of a intruder who's right behind my back, breathing on my neck, with just a towel around my body. Then, someone chuckled behind me, wait a minute, is that-... As i turned around, i saw that smirk, that i would gladly wipe of his pink, kissable lip- No, Tijana, stop yourself. You don't like him. But you do, but you don't want to admit it. My inner voice said. No i don't, i argued with it. But you do. No i don't. Yes, you do, It said. OKAY, maybe just a little, but who wouldn't, i mean LOOK AT HIM, it basically said 'Made In Heaven' all over him. You can't just close your eyes on that. When i stopped arguing with myself, i remembered that THE Jason McCann is in my room, looking at my bare body, with just a thin fabric of my towel that goes to my mid-tight, covering everything that he wants to see. Then i started backing away, but he was coming closer to me, and with each small step i take, he takes a big one, and just as my back hit the wall, he came so close, that i could smell his minty breath on my lips. My heart was beating like it was about to jump out my chest. He came closer, if that's even possible, and whispered in my ear "Hey princess, missed me?" he sent shivers down my spine and i blushed, and asked him "Ho-how di-did you know wh-where i li-li-live?" i hated myself for stuttering. He just chuckled and pinned me against wall and said "Well, when you are The King Of The School, you kinda know everything, baby girl." I just nodded my head unable to speak, he said "By the way, love what you are wearing, it fits you, my love". I just looked him like he have three heads and said, "But I'm only having towel wrapped around me? And why do you keep calling me pet names, I'm not your love!" I defended, but his eyes just turned darker, and his grip on my hand wrists got tighter and tighter, while he clenched his, oh so perfect, jaw, and whispered "You're mine, okay? MINE. No one's but mine. ONLY I CAN TOUCH YOU, TALK TO YOU AND DO WHAT I WANT TO DO TO YOU! ONLY ME!!! YOU GET THAT?!?!" He started shouting, and his eyes turned pitch black with tiny red dots all over them. For the first time i was scared for my life, no not scared, i was terrified. I just nodded my head at him, not wanting to get him mad even more than he already is. Then he put his head in my neck, starting to breathe in my scent and whispered more to himself than me "Mine. Mine Mate. Mate. Mine. Forever." I stood there, not able to move. Then, when he calmed down a bit, he looked me in the eyes, his eyes not black and red anymore, but honey brown, gold like color. He looked me right in the eyes, and then said "I'm sorry for that, that wasn't me. I didn't mean to scare you, it's just that that you're mine and that Josh guy was all over yo-" I interrupted him and said "I'm not yours, and i never will be! You can't just come to me and say that you own me, and that I'm yours, 'cause I'm not!" i yelled in his face. His eyes black again, he yelled "DON'T. YOU. SAY. THAT. EVER! AGAIN!! YOU'RE MINE, AND JUST MINE, DON'T YOU GET THAT, TIJANA?!?! I FUCKING LOVE YOU, AND YOU HATE ME, DON'T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT FUCKING HURTS WHEN YOUR MATE HATES YOU?!..." He stopped with yelling, and looked me with tears in his mad eyes, that surprisingly, didn't show just sadness and anger, but also adoration and love towards me. I was shocked. He didn't lie, he DID love me. I said "I don't hate you. I like you okay?" He then slammed me against the bed and lied on top of me and looked at me with his eyes full of lust and hunger, and then he said "I know you are a virgin. And I'm not gonna take it from you by force. But you have to promise me, that your first, and last time is gonna be with me. You don't know how much i want you right now, how much i want to mark you, and let everybody know that you're mine forever, but i know that you're not ready." I looked at him, surprised he didn't raped me already, i just said "Okay, i promise.". We were silent for a long time, just staring at each other's eyes. He then asked me "Can i kiss you? I have to, you don't understand why i have to, but i just have to. That's the only way how to stay calm and not do anything stupid. Please, just on ki-" I interrupted him with slamming my lips on his. He kissed back, and we kissed for long, long time, until i pulled away, panting, and fighting for air. But he just whimpered when he lost my touch, like we didn't made out for like 10 minutes. As he was to say something, he was interrupted by doors slamming downstairs, and my mom's shouting "Honey, I'm home!". I looked at him, and told him "You need to go, NOW.". He pecked my lips once more before saying "See you at school, princess" kissed me one more time, and disappearing into the darkness of the window. I closed it, and thought, this was One Unexpected Visit.
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FanficA girl, Tijana, was just a normal 17 year old teenager, Serbian girl, until she moved to Canada. She was basically a goody two shoes, she always used to listen to her mom, she had good grades, and she never lied. She never had a boyfriend, or was in...