I woke up and remembered everything that happened yesterday. and bursted into tears again. I couldn't believe what Tyrone did to me. I walked downstairs and just sat there with no emotion in my face what so ever. Tyrone came downstairs.
Tyrone: um my mum and your mum have gone to nigeria for 3 or 4 weeks apparently your grandad died.
I didn't even look at him or say anything I just sat there. I didn't really care bout my grandad tbh coz I never met him and he never liked me coz of all the shit my dad put my mum through.
Tyrone: look I'm sorry yh. I didn't mean to do that to you. I don't want things to be like this b.
I still didn't look at him or speak to him. I got up to go back to my room buh he blocked the doorway.
Tyrone: why you being like this.?
Me: maybe it's coz you forced me to suck that dirty dick.!!
Tyrone: yh and I said sorry
Me: sorry ain't gonna change shit Tyrone just leave me alone I'm done with u completely
Tyrone: ahh don't be like that b. I like u a lot idk why I did that to u.
I almost smiled when he said he like me a lot buh I still hated him for what he done to me. and I hated him more because I knew I loved him.
Me: excuse me
Tyrone: ah bun u den init
Tyrone's p.o.v
I knew what I dd to Lara was fucked up buh u was high and drunk. I acc like Lara a lot buh I guess I blew it with her. I hoped she would forgive me buh she didn't. I needed to make it up to her buh how?
I went Brent cross to buy her bare nice shit. when I got home I went straight to her room.
Me: yo b look what mans got u
Lara: errrmm y
Me: coz I want to show u in sorry b.
Lara: well you can take them back coz u don't wanna know
Me: bun you den Bruv I go out if my way to buy u bare shit with my money and you cant even say sorry fuck u.
I walked out the room leaving the bags there. I went to my room and layed on my bed.
