the life of divorsed parents

getting through it for a while

the next day I came to my house and mom was crying at the kitchen. all I thought was o no! "what's rong?"I said already knew it was my dad. "you're dad is getting an attorney for Cort and is fighting for you."she said constantly pausing in the middle of each 2 words. wow so he had all that money to get an attorney and he never took me on a trip or a vacation, stupid! "dont worry, im sure he didn't do all of that in a day!"I said trying to fight the tears. I when to my room and put my dack pack down and horror came through my mind, like will he really take me away just like that, did he really get an attorney, will he ever even call me to talk to me and not my mom just to scare her! as I got to my bed to bo my homework my phone rang automatically I knew it was dad. I went to get it and it was dad . should I pick it up? should I just let it ring? should I anser it? it was almost bone ringing and I took a beep breath and picked it up. "hi daddy how are you?" not really caring. "nothing honey, u?" it sounds like he really didn't care either and like he was sad, knowing he was sad I said " what's wrong? when I already knew the truth he whanted to tell me his plain." nothing " as he said that my mouth made an oval shape and was really mad in disbelieve. "o ok well I gotta get going on my homework, talk to u tomorrow?" I said trying not to say shut up I didn't wanna talk to him. "ya ok ill call u tomorrow" once he finish I whispered to myself ya right " love you" he said "love u too bye" I said really quick. I hung up and through the phone. once it got into the sheet of my bed, starting to look at the cycling thinking how could he lie to me? how could he do this and not tell me the truth I mean does he really love me? it was only a matter of time till I feel to sleep in my thoughts. I woke up and let out a yon and looked at my clock on my wall, 7:45 o no I gotta finish my homework. After that it was 8:23 and I found myself at the kitchen table starring at the slalad and orange juice my mom made me next to my plate. still thinking terrible things in my mind. I herd my mom say" you're dad is on the phone" she said loud enough so I can hear. o grate out of all the people that can call me is dad!