jc xx.
the night was young and everyone was having a great time, including me and Nash. We held onto each other and we danced, we talked and we smiled and laughed and it's been a long time since I've felt this way or even had this kind of moment with him and I'm really feeling more in love with him then I was before.
now, that's probably what you wanted to hear me say, but that's a complete lie and none of that happened and I'm not having a great time at all.
Nash and I have argued throughout the whole entire night and we've only danced like twice and when we were dancing he was never fully focused on me, he would always look at other guys or girls and when I would confront him, he'd lie about it so I just gave up and came to sit down.
Nash didn't bother to come and make up with me, but instead, he decided to just ditch me and go with his friends somewhere and he told me that he'd be right back and of course I didn't bother to stop him. I'm not gonna chase after anybody anymore. I just wish that I would have come with Sam instead, but it looks like he and Connor are getting very touchy with each other and I wouldn't want to ruin that beautiful sight.
"We're gonna slow it down for you lovers tonight." the DJ said.
I sighed aggressively and it didn't help anything by him playing my favorite song. Which was ''faded'' by Alan Walker. I looked up to see people hugging and smiling and even kissing each other as they swayed side to side. I glanced over to see Devyn & Trevor doing the same exact thing. Devyn held onto Trevor's hand and he laid Trevor's head on his shoulder and they were so cute.
and nothing made me more jealous of trevor.
