Chapter9

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Lisa lope

"What do u want to be when you grow up Lisa?"

"In the jungle , naked , and friends with the animals ."

Looking back at it I never had what I really wanted . And I don't even know what I want or who I am anymore .

Princeton carried my frail ,fragile, vulnerable body up the stairs . Into the house we went .

He carried me up to what I'm guessing was to be his large master bedroom .

"You can lay down in my bed, I'll lay on the couch ."

I made myself at home but felt empty .

I wanted loving arms to rap around my body and and comfort my weak body ,mind heart and soul.

I stared at him as he left the room and left me to succumb in my thoughts.

I searched around his room and found something that could drown out my never ending sorrows created by Andre Rison.

1 bottle of liquor sat on the dresser stand .

I grabbed it and lifted it to my lips .

It tricked down my throat into my stomach . slowly fading my thoughts and drowning my thoughts .

I put on Toni Braxton -Just be a man about it .

Can u tell me why you can I'm in love and treat me soo bad , boy I can not believe the way you handle things , you wouldn't lied if u were a man !

The bottle was being pulled away from me .

"NO GIMME THIS ! THIS MY DAMN BOTTLE ".

"Lisa stop."

"THIS MY BOTTLE WHY U TRYNA TAKE IT FROM ME ! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU! "

Tears rushed down my face as I realized my life is ten shades of gray.

"WHY everybody tryna take stuff from me ?!" I collapsed in His arms and cried onto his chest .

"Shhh Lisa shh"

"What did I do wrong ?!"

"Shh nothing Lisa "

I cried into his chest for what seemed like hours . But only being 20 minutes . he stood by my side the whole time rocking my body back and forth , rubbing my back trying to comfort and hold me

I cried until I was half way awake .

His arms scooped me up and laid me onto his bed . he tucked me in and turned the lights off. His arms embraced me in his warmth.

"Your so much more than a quickie . your so much more than I ever dreamed off . your perfection."

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