Quickie

Chapter 10

Lisa

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" ooh so long , And I GUARANTEE , you'll never find another woman no!! SHE CAN HAVE YOUUUUU ."

The song blasted through the speakers and tears ran down my face.

I done had enough!

The class bottle to drown out my sorrows slivered down my throat , weakening my mindset with each gulp.

Why am I here?

Can't i do more than be heart broken , perform on stage and win awards,

"I need a break man , a real fuckin break." I sighed in frustration and drank more .

I put the numbers in the universe that I would find true love .

I went into Princeton's art studio and grabbed some paints and a canvas .

As was I he is very creative .

Hours passed and the paint connected with the canvas to paint my hopeless aspirations in hopes of coming true .

A strong but loving husband .A child.

Health and wealth.

Although TLC is the number one selling girl group . We are broke as broke can be .

"LISA ?!"

I cocked my eyebrow in a curious manner to Princeton's voice. I heard his footsteps get larger and larger .

"Yea?"

His eyes glanced at my drawing .

"It's my dreams ."

He nodded his head.

"Can I help with them in any way?"

I blushed and looked at him slyly .

"Your pager is going off you have an interview tonight at 9 with vh1."

Great . another person or business trying to get u to confess all the personal shit in your life . this is bullshit everything is bullshit. Sometimes I wanna broadcast my voice and say LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ! But as long as I'm Lisa left eye lopes that will never happen .

" I'll be ready ."

Yeah believe that shit I'll be ready !

"Andre Rison ? How are you two ? any kids in the mere future?!"

Mentally I wanted to say fuck this fuck that FUCK you fuck Andre and Fuck your golden couch !!! But I have reputation to maintain for myself and TLC so I have to remain calm but I always keep it real.

"Andre and I are no longer together . I would like kids in the future though ." I replied with a fake smile .

" So you guys filed for bankruptcy recently ?"

" Yes we did."

"I don't understand you guys are the best ."

I chuckle a small while.

"THIS is how the number one selling girl group can sell 5.6 million albums and still be broke ! Get ready to do your math."