In the middle of the night
Outside I stand
Drowning in my pool of tears
Messed up, it happened
yet again
His mistress in front of me
Lost in her own tears of guilt
He isn't worth it
but I love him
Does he deserve it?
No?Yes?
Back to the pool of tears
I seek answers to where I went wrong
But they all say "innocent and acquitted"
Bastard?Fucktard?
helplessness is all I feel
empty heart but as heavy as stone
filled with hatred and evil thoughts
Smashed tables, broken glass
destroyed devices
is all I see with blind fury
YOU ARE READING
mixed feelings
Poésiepoems that consists of the emotions of a heart broken teenager
