Strange- Kurt Cobain

The Gig

Beverly P.o.V

I woke up and saw a naked Kurt sleeping next to me, I giggled. I covered him back up with the blanket, and kissed his forehead. I grabbed a pair of matching black lace bra and panties, and hopped in the shower.

I got out and got changed into a pair of high-waisted denim shorts, a Ramones crop top, and a red flannel. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Kurt wasn't in bed. "Hm, he's probably making breakfast" I said to myself.

I walked downstairs and he wasn't anywhere to be found. "Ohh, someone's looking good!" Teased Krist, I laughed.

"Fuck off, haha where's Kurt?" I asked. 

Krist shrugged but Jason walked in and said, "Oh he went to his dealer Stacy's house."

"Why I thought we still had bud left? And does she have black hair?" I asked curiously.

Krist slowly nodded giving me a funny look, "yes she does, how'd you know? And nah, I smoked the rest of it this morning."

Shit, my friend Stacy who I worked with. She was really nice, but she is really flirty and not one to settle down. What if she's tried to get with Kurt? She's so much prettier than me..I zoned out so much that I didn't hear Krist talking to me.

"Hello?" He said waving his hand in front of me. "Sorry" I said, "I just know her I work with her."

Krist nodded, "I just was saying don't worry about it, Kurt loves you and we heard about last night" he winked.

I blushed and put my hands over my face, "for fucks sake Kristy haha, but no you're right I trust Kurt."

"Good, you mean everything to him man" he smiled at me, giving me a hug.

I don't know what I'd do without Krist's help, he's so supportive. "I'm grateful I got ya in my life bro" I said. 

"Same here little sis, now go do your hair and shit!! We gotta leave in about 2 1/2 hours!!" Krist said shoving me and laughing.

I cackled my weird ass laugh, "alright Captain Krist!" I said walking back to the bathroom.

I put my Beatles record in and played 'And I love her' as I finished straightening my hair, and making it wild. I just put on some brown eyeshadow and maroon lipstick and I was done. I put on my combat boots and walked down the hallway lighting a cigarette.

When I reached the living room I heard a bunch of wolf whistles from the guys and Kurt walked in, "what's all the commotion?" He looked up and saw me.

He smiled and said "hey babe" then immediately turned back to the guys and started rushing them on how we had to leave and they were gonna be late for rehearsal. I'm not gonna lie, it kinda hurt that he didn't pay attention to me, or the fact I actually did my makeup to look good for him.

We piled Jason's van with the equipment and headed to the gig, I sat in the back next to Kurt and he looked out the window the whole time. I went to hold his hand but he shrugged it away.

"I'm sorry Bev, I'm just not in the mood right now" he said softly. Without even looking at me.

I sighed and scooted away from him, "cool" I said.

"I'm sorry babe, it's just-" he began, I interrupted him. "It's fine" I said through clenched teeth.

He didn't notice and just smiled at me, but something seemed different, he smiled at me like I was a friend. I just looked at him and the tears built up in my eyes. I turned my head and lit up a cigarette.

"Look man I know you're nervous, but don't take it out on Beverly man, she really did dress up and shit for you man" said Jason.

Kurt sighed, "I'm sorry darling, I love you" he said grabbing my hand. "I love you too."

We rode the rest of the drive in silence, it was unusual something was up. When we got there I watched them do rehearsal, and as always they were wonderful. Soon people started showing up and I was just waiting for Stacy to appear. When I saw her I walked up to her, "Beverly!!" She squealed.

She hugged me and I hugged back. "So, you didn't tell me you dealed to my boyfriend?" I said, sounding interested.

She mouthed an 'O', "that's your Kurt?! Oh I'm so slow! I deal to a lot of people. I'm sorry girl, my bad" she apologized acting genuinely sorry.

Being me I believed her but still was suspicious. "It's cool man, I just love him a lot man I get suspicious" I stated lighting a cig.

Kurt walked up to the microphone, "Hey everybody, we're a band called Nirvana and this song is called Floyd the Barber."

They started playing and I cheered them on next to Stacy who just kept smiling for some reason. They played a few more songs and then intermission came and they took a 15 minute break until the next set. I had to go to the bathroom real quick, I told Kurt I'd be right back and that I had to piss. He kissed me and I took off.

When I got back from the bathroom Kurt wasn't anywhere to be found, I looked everywhere and couldn't find him. "Hey, Krist! Get your ass over here and help me find Kurt!" I yelled at Krist.

Me and Krist looked around until I saw a head of blonde hair mixed with someone with short curly black hair.

"No.." I whispered tears pouring down my face, my anger boiling.

His back was against the wall and she was all over him, but he wasn't stopping her.

"WHAT. THE. FUCK" I yelled. Seeing as though they weren't noticing me just standing there. Stacy blushed and put her hands over her mouth. Kurt was lost for words.

I must have had that look on my face because she took off running. "Fuck dude..." Krist said.

"Lied.." I said softly looking straight into Kurt's eyes.

I turned and ran the fuck out of that building. As fast as my feet could take me back to the apartment.