My Ex-Man

Chapter 36

I look through his phone, looking for text messages with Jass and phone calls but there's nothing. He must've deleted everything. I go back in the room and get in the bed. I don't even know what to believe anymore, how can he sit there and call me a hoe but continue to say he loves me. I eventually think myself to sleep.
The next morning I wake up to Bryson running to the bathroom throwing up. I hop up out the bed and throw some clothes on then head to the bathroom down the hallway to brush my teeth.
"Where you going? Leaving me again?"
"Thinking about it."
"What the fuck I did wrong now? Cause I came home drunk?"
"Bryson I know you still fucking around with Jasmine cause you told me last night while you were on your drunk rant going off."
"Kristy chill out, if I said something last night you can't really believe that shit. I was drunk, you really think I'm still fucking with her after what she did? I'm done with that hoe."
"Yes I do, she's always around you and you still love her Bryson. Lets be honest stop with all the fucking lies and be a man."
"You wanna know the truth Kristy?"
"Yes I do"
"I'm done with Jass, that's the fucking truth. You won't see her around me ever again, no matter what the case is. Look I wanna be with you and I thought I showed you that much. I introduced you to my family, I let you stay in my house, and I've been nothing but nice to your family as well."
"Yes you have but that doesn't give you the right to talk to me any kind of way and play me like a fool. Where were you yesterday?"
"With the boys getting drunk."
"And you couldn't answer my phone calls?"
"You said you needed time, I was trying to give you time to yourself to calm down." I'm sorry. Okay. Come back to bed with me."
"It's funny that your saying any of this cause last night you wanted nothing to do with me."
"Are we ever going to move past this bullshit? I can say I'm sorry a hundred times and you still gone bring this up huh? You acting like I cheated on you, I been with you everyday. When you gone apologize?"
"For what? I did nothing wrong."
"So going see King wasn't wrong?"
"I didn't see King, I thought about it but I didn't go through with it."
"Yea cause I stopped you. Look this arguing shit is over with. I'm getting tired of it, if we gone argue all day everyday then we mine as well end this shit now cause I ain't with all that."
I grab my keys and head for the door. Bryson grabs my arm.
"So you done Kristy?"
"Figure it out Bryson.
"You sure that's what you want to do?"
I continue out the door to get in my car. I head over to my job to start on some paper work cause tomorrow was going to be a long day and I wasn't trying to be there all night. I get to my job and go in my office to start my work. I sat there doing more thinking then work. What the fuck am I going to do without Bryson? I can't imagine myself going to doctor appointments without him next to me. Was this coparent shit going to work between us or do I need to put my feelings aside and just be with him for my kids?