In A Perfect World

Chapter Three : How it feels being the slut of the school.

I've always loved rainy days. They give me an excuse to just sit near my window all day and do nothing. Which is my favorite kind of activity. Why not go outside you ask? My mom, that's why. She's one of those mother's who'd never let you see rain or snow except through a shield.

But today, I despised the weather as I made my way to the school's wooden doors.

Friday :

Everyone is giving me the evil eye, god knows why. Did i do something? What did I do? why was everyone looking at me like I had just said 'I hate Justin Bieber' into a microphone.

Two blondes were pointing at me and laughing, One of them punched the other playfully on the shoulder as she continued laughing, then she started making her way towards me.

"Hey clumsy Jass, we should get you another nickname. How about slutty Jass?" She said, laughing after she finished. She walked away to her doppelganger.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I said. Now to her back.

She turned around. "Oh don't act stupid. You know what this is about."

I'm lost and angry. I don't know what to feel. I've forgotten where the hell I'm supposed to go. Why am I a slut? what have I done? Surely I'd remember if I was a slut.

Oh no.

I  started marching back towards the blonde doublegangers.

"It's because of Olivia Isn't it?" I said. Almost shouting at them.

"What are you talking about?" The one with the bow in her hair said.

"What did she tell you huh? Is it about the call? because excuse you I was just surprised that a loser like me gets to go to Olivia Fricking Martin's Bonfire okay?" I said. I was definitely screaming like a maniac now.

"Honey, Olivia had nothing to do with this. You got the nickname all by yourself." The other one told me.

The last bill rang telling me that I have suffered enough for the day and It's time for me to go home.

I felt like My heart was being stabbed inside my chest over and over again each time someone gave me the evil eye and whispered to their friends about me.

And I knew what they were saying, I just didn't know why.

I barley made it to my car, I wanted to fall to the ground and cry until someone tells me why am I a slut and then maybe cry even more. What the hell did i do to deserve that name?

As I was driving home I couldn't help but remember how everyone looked at me today. What would Dylan think about me? would he believe them? Of course he would, the guy barely knows me.

Tears were burning my eyes. I was crying so hard that I couldn't see the road.

"Focus on the road Jasmine." I whispered to my self. But I wasn't really concentrating on the road. My mind was somewhere else. I took a left turn and began going straight. I saw a figure walking almost at the middle of the road.

The car suddenly stopped and I heard a strong thud. I stayed there for a moment. Frozen. What happened? should I go out? should I stay here and call the police? did i hit something.. someone or is my mind playing games with me?

I got out of the car to see what happened and then I saw it. I saw him.

Alex was laying on the ground. Not moving. His lips were turning to blue and his skin was paler than kathryn's. I crumbled to the ground next to him, shaking him and calling out his name. His heart was starting to lose it's beat. I started searching for my phone.