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HYUNWOO POV
I seriously want to reply jungkook's message so bad i want to ask him when will he go back to LA but my ego just too high to do it. I keep on typing...and delete "sigh" lastly I give up and keep my phone away. I sit on the cough in front of Jihae's bed and look at her with mom and dad that just arrived, they keep on trying to talk with her but she just stare the ceiling without saying anything.

We are going back to jeju-do tomorrow it's a better decision we can decided, seoul just not for us and Jihae finally get to discharge since she already wake up but, she don't want to eat or even look at me that's okay i can understand it that she maybe need some more time but it's too sad to look at her that way. I get out from the room and walk to the lobby, i just can't look at noona for too long it's hurt my heart and i just dont know what to do anymore why did i even want to come to seoul? I shouldn't have come at the first place. "Things already happen anyway it's not like i can turn back time" I mumbles by myself. I shouldn't have give up because I know noona need me.

"hyunwoo-ya" a familiar voice call me from behind, when i turn myself around its jungkook! Half of me seriously feels happy to see him here but i just answered him coldly. When i got to know he only have 3 hours left I somehow feels sad about it "do...do you have to go?" That word come from inside me, it somehow too bad to see him leaving this early "i have to, something happened" and he still manage to smile at me after what i just did to him.

I stares at his cheek for quite long, the swollen from my punch still there "oh it's not that hurt, dont stare at me like that" he said happily while he close his cheeks with his hand "im sorry, i did it without thinking much" i said regretfully "you was really angry at that time it can be understanding, its okay!" He pats my shoulder and smile, and i smile to him back "anyway since i dont have much time can I visit your noona?" He asked, it makes me think for some times and i just nods.

JUNGKOOK POV
I walks with hyunwoo to where jihae is, im so thankful that hyunwoo actually think me as a friend just like i did. It's kinda worth a punch.

"wait here, my parents are inside there i will talk to them first" hyunwoo said and enter the room. I lean myself on the wall, exactly the same place where i leaned and got beaten by him yesterday, it makes me smile when I remember it.

Hyunwoo open the door and their parents come out, i bow to them and smile "please talk to her, she doesn't want to talk even with us" mrs lee said with a sad face, i look at her with sympathy dont even know what to answer. And they leave "i will go too, you can talk to her" hyunwoo suddenly said, i raise my eyebrows can't believe what he just said I thought he will stay to protect his sister, hyunwoo can be manly sometimes "thank you..." i said to him, he pats my back and smile

I enter the room nervously, my heart can't stop beating since the first step i take to get into the room I walks slowly to her i take a deep breath and lick my dry lips "lee jihae...." i said, she still staring at the ceiling "its me jungkook" there's still no response, i take a sit beside her but then she look away to the left, she surely don't welcome me here on that time I already know it's not me

"i know....it's not me that you are waiting for and i know..who you are actually waiting for" i said honestly, it's hurt inside me to know the truth "i like you" but it's better to confess now "i've been thinking about this so hard, why i always curious and care about you, i finally realized it that I actually fall for you" I added, after some awkward silentness i try to manage a fake a laugh "haha, im so stupid" i stare at her who staring at outside the widow "I shouldn't have confess when I actually already know what you will answer" i wait for her to at least show some response but she didn't, i keep on smiling to hide the pain inside me "okay then, i got to go i've a flight to catch" i stand up "im going back to US tonight" i bite my lips not to drop any tears "goodbye....lee jihae" i said and turn away. But lastly the tears drop too.

JIHAE POV
It's being some hours, and I seriously dont feel like talking to anyone even mom or dad or hyunwoo or hongki oppa. I just want to be alone.

"mom, dad noona have a visitor" hyunwoo enter the room from somewhere, it is yoongi? I suddenly expect something. "Who is it" dad asks "someone we know, i think he is also someone that noona waiting for" he said, my expectation get higher finally i finally get to see yoongi. All of them get out from the room and im getting ready to meet him, suddenly it's feels so exited inside me.

He finally open the door and i hear his steps, i still staring at the ceiling im not ready to see him "lee jihae...." he call me, but wait it's not him this voice it's not him. I feels so disappointed and sad at the same time "it's me jungkook" it's jungkook but where is yoongi why jungkook here? I turn my face away out of disappointment. "i know...it's not me that you're waiting for" he said, how did he know? I suddenly feels bad to him "and i know...who you are actually waiting for" he added, his voice it's sound so disappointed and i feels sorry about it.

After all the good things he had done to me it's too cruel for turning my face away from him, when im about to face him again "i like you" i stop because of that. What did i just heard? Am I dreaming? I thought I heard it wrong but he said it again, i gasp it's the only thing i can do dont even know how to react to this someone actually fall for me like seriously, me? "I shouldn't have confess when I actually already know what you will answer" i feels bad but I don't know what to do, i deeply in thinking for some while but seriously my feels this feels is not for him.

"I got a flight to catch, im going back to US tonight" he suddenly said, what he mean? He's going? And it's tonight but wait. "Goodbye....lee jihae" when i turn my face to face him he already turn away, i bite my lips and try to get his arm and i did it "j-jungkook-ah" i look at him, he turn around to me again, his eyes it's red "i-im sorry...." i said while holding his hand tighter. He stare right into my eyes for some while and smile "dont say anything more, you don't have to answer i....I already know" he still smiles to me and this time, my tears from my eyes dropping "th-thank you" i said, he hold my hand back for some seconds and pulls his hand away he wipes my tears, i know how hurt he is right now but he's still smiling "i've got to go" and he leave, i can't see him leaving it's somehow hurt me for hurting him like that but my heart is for someone else.

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Jungkook finally confessed his feels towards jihae but .... 😭

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