Forever and Always (Black Butler, Reader x Sebastian)

Forever and Always : Chapter 2

Chapter 2

 

I shut my eyes tight-

 

but before I did, I saw a light glowing behind me. But I didn't pay attention and disregarded it as seeing things, I always imagine silly little things that could never actually exist.

 

-and I pressed the knife down on my throat and waited to feel blood stream down my neck.

 

but just then, I felt a gloved hand grab my wrist, slide up my hand and grab the knife and put it down on my desk.

 

I turned around and my eyes widened. Looking down at me with a worried look, was Sebastian.

 

"Se-Seba-Sebastian?!" I said, severely shocked and confused.

 

"Hello"

 

I started to back up, my back hit the wall and my legs buckled and I fell to the floor staring at him.

 

"Wha-what are you? How are you?.....here...?..."

 

He held out his hand and hesitantly, I took it and stood up.

 

It's not like I'm not happy, but....how?!?!

 

"I-"

 

he pulled me into a tight embrace.

 

"Don't ever do that again!" he said with tears in his eyes, and squeezed harder.

 

"what..?" I said quietly, tears starting to well up in the corners of my eyes.

 

“I don’t know how this happened, but please stop!” he held me away just far enough to look down into my eyes, “I don’t know how I came to life, but I’m glad I did, if only to stop you”

 

for the second time today, I collapsed in front of him, but this time, out of happiness. I squeezed him in my arms, just to make sure that this wasn’t a dream, and he did the same.

 

After I finished crying, we decided to go to bed. Since he was in his suit, I went to my parents’ room and grabbed some light blue cotton pajamas from my dad’s closet and had him change in the bathroom. then we both crawled into bed.

 

*doki doki doki doki doki doki* I could hear my heart beat a mile a minute, I turned so my back was to Sebastian, sure that my face was red.

 

Suddenly, I felt his arms around me and his chest against my back. I turned around and my fave was nine centimeters from his chest.

 

“ummm...?”