Breath Taking

Heartbroken?!?!

Message From The Writer:I Know I Didn't Spell Check Or Do Any Grammar Check I Just Wanted To Put It Out And I'll Edit It Later But Enjoyyy.............

As We Laid On The California King Bed Thoughts We Just Rushing In My Mind I Looked At Nate I Swore I Fell In Love With Him Every Time I Glanced At Him I Took A Look At Nyomi I Couldn't Get Over The Fact How Similar Her And Nate Looked The Features They Had Were Impeccable But I Ignored It Because The Flashbacks Were So Strong I Went Back Home Thinking I Can Go Back To Normal But I Couldn't At Work I Felt Sick All Of A Sudden But I Was Just Focused On The Night I Had The Shocking Proof Was Shown On My Thighs With Love Bites And Slight Bruises I Needed To Talk To Him I Called My Uber Headed To His Job As Soon As Possible I Got To His Office
**Knocks On Door**
Me:Nate I Need To Talk To You

His Personal Assistant (Carla):Mr.Lee Went Home  

Me:Home?
"He Never Missed A Day Of Work" Okay Thank You

I Went To His House Hoping Nothing's Wrong With Him
I Knew I Wasn't Going To Have Time To Go Back To Work It Was 9pm
I Walked In Quietly I Seen Two Wine Glasses On The Table And Music Playing

**The Weeknd- Wicked Games**

I Was Thinking This Was A Surprise He Knows I Adore The Weeknd

His Door Was Half Open I Glanced And A Tear Ran Down My Face I Was Heartbroken........

Them Having Sex Just Stabbed Me In The Back

I Slammed The Door
What The Fuck Is This Nate I Turn My Back For Couple Of Hours And Your Fucking Your Ex

Nate:Baby It's Not What You Think It Is

Me:Nymoni, I Trusted You My Angry Was Horrible I Just Seen Red

I Leaped Over The Bed And Dragged Her By Her Hair I Banged Her Head On The Floor Repeatedly Nate Was Using All His Strength To Get Me Off Of Her Nate Really After Everything We Did

He Couldn't Even Stand Straight The Smelt The Wine Off His Breath Hit Me Heavily In My Face But Being Drunk Doesn't Take This Back I Slapped Nate The Feeling Killed Me I Have Love For The Man Who Took Everything From Me I Ran Out The House My Heart Felt Like It Dropped Out Of My Chest

Nate Tried To Run After Me But Couldn't We Walk Right
Jeff Came Chasing Me In The Car

Me:Leave Me Alone Jeff

Jeff:Just Get In The Car I'll Take You Wherever You Wanna Go

Covering Myself With My Sweater

Me:Really?

Jeff:Yes

Tears Started Streaming I Swallowed My Pride And Got In The Car Crying With Depression  I Took Shots Of Hennessy Shot 1 Shot 2 ...........I Started To Lose Count I Just Wanted This Night To Be Over

Jeff Stopped Took The Bottle From Me

Jeff:Drinking Isn't The Answer Trina I Got A Place

He Stopped The Car At The Beach He Know The Sounds Of The  Waves Calms Me Down I Sat In The Cold Sand Expecting For Answers To Come I Felt Like I Was Drowning In My Own Tears That Night In The Room Did It Mean Anything To Him That He Would Risk It All Why Nate?

Jeff Came And Sat Next To Me

Jeff:I'm Sorry This Happened To You I Didn't Know About Her Coming Back Into His Life

I Looked Dead In His Eyes I Knew What I Was About To Do Was Going To Be Out Of Sadness And Despite Of Nate Fucking Nymoi Behind My Back But I Couldn't Help It If Jeff Made Me Feel Better