Royal sickness (mpreg)

Chapter 20

Chastine's POV

2 months passes and eto ako ngayon, nasa final fitting na ng wedding gown ko. A full lace backless mermaid gown perfected by Vera Wang. We occasionaly travel states and here to alter the gown and now the Vera Wang herself is here for my final fitting.

Well for the past 2hrs na inaayos niya itong gown ay puro wow at paghanga lang ang expression ko. This is beyond my expectation.

Well the only reason kung bakit mas napaaga ang wedding is gusto daw ng Hemmings na mas mapabilis ang ceremony dahil wala naman daw hindrance para mapatagal pa ito kaya ora mismo inayos na nila ang mga dapat ayusin, starting from the venue, food tasting, reception, even the honeymoon (kahit nauna na yung honeymoon), and ang ginawa lang namin ay ang mag-list nang mga iimbitahin and the rest is my mom's and Francisco's mom wants.

At dahil nga sa France ang gusto nilang venue at gusto nilang church wedding ang ceremony eh hindi na kami tumutol pa at nag-suggest ng other option. Each family covers part of the wedding. Some of our college friends lang ang inimbita namin ni Francisco, yung friends ko sa university, some of my high school friends and relatives, yung kay Francisco naman eh yung "gang" nya daw. And the rest eh sila na ang nag-ayos.

I am still looking at my wedding gown when my mom asked "Are you excited?" Well to be honest part of me was excited and half of me was scared as fuck. Thinking that I will be tying the knot at the age of 19 and well I've been feeling dizzy and having morning sickness for the past 2 months, and to tell you what I am feeling right now.  I am scared as hell. Scared that I will ruin tomorrows event.
"Of fourse mom, who wouldn't be? I mean, this is what my dreams all about. Having my dream wedding, walking with you and dad along the aisle and of course... to be wed to someone you love." I answered suddenly getting emotional and felt tears falling to my cheeks.
"Honey what's wrong?" My mom asked worriedly and rushes to my side to comfort me.
"Nothing mommy, I just feel very emotional lately." I answered truthfully. Yun naman kasi nararamdaman ko for the past months nga lagi akong sumusuka tuwing umaga, and Francisco noticed na mas naging mabilis akong magalit.

Kagaya nung isang araw, nung nag-iimpake kami nang mga dadalin may pinapakuha ako sa kanya nun, yung gamit ko pang iba eh si Francisco umarteng busy at napapagod na daw kasi kanina ko pa daw siya inuutusan. I was so mad at him kaya napasigaw na ako. Telling him to stop what he is doing at kunin ang pinapakuha ko sa kanya or else hindi ako sasama. Kaya dali dali naman siyang napatayo sa ginagawa niya at nagmamadaling kuhain ang mga pinakuha ko sa kanya.

"Tine. Chastine, are you listening?" Tanong ni mommy sakin. Tapos na din ang fitting and nakalagay na sa isang mannequin and gown ko at nakaalis na ang buong team ni Vera Wang. Kaya ang naiwan nalang ay kaming dalawa ni mommy, yung boys nag night out daw. Hindi namin alam kung saan pumunta.

"Mommy can you tell me what did you felt nung ikaw yung ikakasal kay dad." Tanong ko sa kanya habang nakahiga sa kama namin.
"Me, well at that time everything felt magical, special kasi lahat ng in-imagine ko nung nagpa-plan palang kami about the wedding turns beautiful. Lahat lahat, kung ano yung napag-planuhan ayun ang lumabas. Plus the fact na daddy mo nga ang napangasawa ko. The night before the wedding ganito din ang nangyare sakin. Inaayos ang gown ko kasi biglang hindi nagkasya ang gown ko, turns out na buntis na pala ako that time, at si kuya mo yun. Nalaman ko nalang two months after nang kasal namin kasi nagkakaroon ako ng morning sickness nun and three months na pala akong buntis." At nag kwento pa si mommy tungkol sa kanilang dalawa ni dad at kung ano ano pang pinagdaanan nilang dalawa after ng kasal hanggang sa pagbubuntis niya sakin.
"Sa inyong tatlong magkakapatid. Sayo ako sobrang nahirapan. Ikaw ang pinakamaselan kong pinagbuntis, ikaw ang may pinaka weird kong cravings at ikaw ang pinakamaliit nung nilabas ko." Awww, my mom reminisce all about what happened before I was born 'til the day na nalaman niya ang tungkol sakin.
But what really bothers me is yung sinabi niya about the day before the wedding. Is history repeats itself? But how? Hindi naman yun pwedeng mangyare. I know I'm gay pero hindi yun pwedeng mangyare. Never yun mangyayare, but why do I experienced having those syptoms? Hindi naman yun pwedeng mangyare hindi ba? Tsaka it was my first time, no one gets pregnant at their first try and still lalaki pa din ako. Pero shit? What if? No, hindi yun mangyayare.
"And now, you're all grown up. Naunahan mo pa yung dalawa mong kuya. Ikaw pa naman yung gusto kong mahuli kasi ikaw na ang huling baby namin ng daddy mo." Then my mom suddenly gets emotional and napaiyak naman din ako agad sa sinabi niya. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.
"Don't worry mom, kahit naman magka-asawa na ako,  ako pa din ang baby girl mo eh." Loko kong sabi sa kanya while laughing it off.
"Yes you are, my one and only. Pero anak, wag mo munang isusuko ang bataan ha." She laughingly jokes and that hit me hard... Francisco was my first, two months ago. At bora bora. Well this confuses me more.
"Bakit naman mommy?" I asked her want to know more.
"Wala naman, bata ka pa anak eh. Anyway, you have a big day tomorrow and I'm sure ayaw mong haggard ka on your big day. Kaya magpahinga na tayo at buong araw tayong magiging busy bukas." Sabi niya sakin at sabay nang pagpatay niya nang table lamp niya ay pag-patay ko din ng akin. Pero hindi pa din maalis sa isip ko yung sinabi ni mommy sakin, well that bothers me hanggang sa makatulog ako...