ashleys pov
i unlocked the door and melanie stepped into my house and i watched her as she looked around. her eyes are so innocent. big and round- and brown- like a puppies.
"so- your room isss?" she reminded me of her presence, stopping my staring.
"up the stairs to the left- my rooms the first one. it says halsey on the door."
"ok ashlynn," melanie squeaked and walked up the stairs.
"ashl- oh whatever," i lowered my voice and i went into the kitchen and grabbed two water bottles, and some ice in a baggy, wrapped with a towel so it wasn't too cold at first, and took it up the stairs.i walked into my room and melanie was sitting on my bed with a book opened on her lap. my book.
she looked at me, and i passed her a water and she quietly thanked me as i set the ice down on her wrist that was already bruising purple around the sides.
"room 93- by halsey. its a dream of mine to become a singer, those are all my ideas for songs, some of them i've already posted on youtube," i explain as she keeps reading, "you're cute whe-"
"shush," she snapped, "i have a few ideas too, but my voice isn't too great. i mainly write," she said softly, taking out a pastel pink faux-leather notebook from her bag.
i watched her as she flipped a few of the washed-out-pink pages- she was so delicate with them. she found the page she was looking for and handed it to me.
in a bubbly, yet manageable to read, mess of handwriting were the words 'rough love' across the top of the page.
and i read a few lines, and when i glanced up at her she was biting her lip, pressing herself to hold back tears that were threatening to fall- a look i never wanna see on her again.
she needed help.and i pushed her back onto my bed, the ice fell off her wrist, but that wasn't a concern at all in that moment that her eyes poured into mine,
and i kissed her.
and i loved her.
i swear i did.
and she kissed me back.
and she smiled as i let go of her.
and she was gone.she had snapped back into one of her moods.
"get off of me, you f-fucking fag-" she stammered, blinking wildly as if she couldn't believe what we'd done."melanie im not drew- i wanna help," i said, rubbing circles on her thigh with my thumb.
her voice changed.
her eyes watered.
and she asked for help.
and i kissed her again.
and she cried.
and i held her.
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clouds // halsanie
Fanfiction"im so fucking tired of how everyone does everything for you. im so tired of you underestimating me melanie. grow up. not everything has to be about you." "ashley?" "what." "you're really cute wh-" "drive." //dont forget me, dont forget me.//