My Life

Fri 3, 2017

You know when you just think but it leads to an extitential crisis and everything is pointless well that is how I feel most of the time...when I ho to see my cousler I don't tell her much....we talk and then we get to the topic of how we are here for a reason and then I sit there and don't nod or say ya everyonce in a while...it doesn't really help...and I'm sorry to everyone who is in my life that I have ruined theirs I make everyone's life worse because I can't be strong enough to sit through a day where my fucked up mind doesn't go off on a muser spree....I know I should be locked up because I'm insane but sane enough to keep my cool and play it off or distract myself to be normal where there isn't a problem