My Life

Memorial Day

So...there are a lot of errors in this, btw.

hey guys. so let me just tell you i haven't been on in a long time because ive been all over the place and the app wont open on my phoneeee.

but, this whole book is about how shitty i am so.

lets go:

-ive been hella dysphoric and just dont really know what to do. i cant buy a binder because im broke and my mother will NEVER buy me one.

-i really need to come out...i need to turn 18 the i can come out.

-im crushing hard on ANOTHER straight guy...im terrible. buttttt ive got a pretty nice guy friend who is straight but sometimes flirts with me and calls me by male pronouns and understands...but he doesnt fucking understand that im not "technically" a guy, i AM a guy.

-my mental health is at -5% im unmotivated and lazy. ive been sitting at home reading A03 and going to school. i have 3 days left on school to summer so i dont know what im going to do..

there are a lot of things i cant talk about because i have no place to butttt

oh yeah, by the way i have a twitter 

its: poisoned_boi

im not very og

hope yall have an amazing memorial day

i just want to say, i know im not very patriotic but those who risked their lives and have fallen protecting the people in this country are heroes no matter how sucky our government is. they are true heroes, their character and determination shows.

hope yall have an amazing life.

-Cole