Is It Really Love? (Tord X reader)

Thoughts

You shivered in the past five weeks, you didn't know how to tell time anymore, Tord has Raped you countless times. You don't know him not at all. You just know he's a sick sociopath maybe even psychopath you don't know many things about psychology so you're not one to say. He still had something to him he was beautiful your capture ? Beautiful? now you're sounding like a sick person. Why would you ever think something like this he's disgusting. Yet you loved his aroma, his accent, but you knew nothing but his friends. His friends were idiots and clueless.
HOW COULD TORD FOOL THEM SO EASILY. He was manipulating just like people you knew in high school. You thought about many things while Tord was gone. You could escape but what's the point. There is no hope..HOW DO YOU know if people you love are alive and healthy you cried silently as you thought how awful it'd be if they were dead. You prayed to a god you didn't believe in hoping that they were alive and okay. "Hey I'm back" Tord said in his Norwegian accent. You shivered the thought of him abusing you again for crying would be awful. Is there hope in this hopeless world? You thought as you stopped crying, you feared for your life.
    Why must you go through this endless despair it's awful. Will you ever see the ones you love. As Tord walked into the room you looked terrified for some reason. "I'm back" he said In his accent you had a question "Hey....Sir i have a question" you said in a tone that sounded like you were petrified which you were. "What is it my wonderful slave?" You were startled by what he called you but you didn't rebel. "Did you kill my Friends an family?" Tord raised an eyebrow and shrugged "Myabe I did maybe I didn't~" tears fell you didn't notice that tears where falling.
      Despair ran through your body you felt hopeless, you felt nothing but empty. "Are you crying darling?" He grinned and slapped you "you know what happens when you do that". Your face was pale you didn't care about that..you couldn't feel anything you felt empty and dead inside why you thought. As Tord stepped on your face, your blank and dead face, you were dead inside you were silent. "This IS no fun" Tord said he was bored and stopped "why are you so boring?". You didn't  respond so much despair was going through you, Tord slapped you "respond" you opened your mouth but said nothing as more tears fell down your cheeks.