Well... since I'm back I guess.... I owe you an explanation...... On Friday..... something else happened at school.... and I'm not even going to talk about it.... because it's a waste of your guys time.... and my breath..... *Sigh*........ yea.... you guys don't really know me..... don't know me well.... cause the brisa.... you know.... isn't the real me..... The real brisa..... is shy.... never uses text talk...... never found interest in love.... got use to being used..... never swears...... was super innocent..... Shy..... was rude...... and was never really happy.... the only same kind thing is.... from the fake brisa to the real one..... is were both dead inside..... fake smiling..... feeling pain inside........ but you don't really know me...... I'm not beautiful, pretty, cute, or I look great, smart, funny, amazing........ I'm the opposite of those things..... And when I show my true self........ I loose many friends....... Because that isn't the real brisa you know....... Brisa means breeze or ocean.... Well they must of made mistake of my name..... I'm not like the breeze... how it makes you feel good..... I'm not like ocean...... how It sparkles from the sun.... And I've changed so much..... For people to accept me..... Not for who I am..... For me being someone else..... And when I said I have a solution about being someone else... what I Meant is.... being my real self..... *Looks down* but I know people won't accept me..... for being my real self.... I've changed a lot for you guys too..... But pills didn't do the job..... so........ I'm still alive........ not dead Yet....... Why can't I be dead.......? Why was I born...............? Why am I existing............? When can I find pills to the job..........?
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Slowly repeats in my head..... I'm dying..... inside..... we're know one sees my pain..... I rather be the fake brisa..... *Sigh* also sorry.... :/ I accidentally deleted my account....I don't remember my password.... :/ So welcome to my new account....
