I love when it's raining cuz then know one knows I'm crying.. (rant book two)

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This is what happened. The pm isn't fucking working. Ugh. I hate my life! I- anyways let's continue. This is what happened

I'm not really happy..., and I never ever... will be.... because... I'm no use.... bro.... my ex boyfriend Admit to me.... that he didn't really love me... he was using me.... my only friends are blades.... for my skin... for my face...: for arms.... wrists.... everywhere.... some kids on my table.... one of them who is a boy... said... "can you hit a girl?" He asks the girl there... and she used me.... pulling my hair.... pinching me.... and punching my arm.... but you know what...? I didn't. Tell.... because what's the point.... it's going to get worse...... everything is going to get worse... when I'm around... because.. when I get too happy.... something bad happens.... and I just want to kill my self... so glad I have pills tbh...

Anyways... bye.