Love & loss ~ Victuuri/Viktuuri AU

loss

(( You guys are gonna kill me for this but here's the epilogue ))

Viktor rushed to the hospital since he had gotten a call from the doctor, he was hoping for the best but knew it was probably the worst, he wishes he had known about Yuuri being suicidal and he would have stayed by his side whenever he wanted to as long as Yuuri was okay with it, he regrets so much and wishes he could just turn back time to the good old days. (( did I just make a tøp reference? yes I did )) When he reached the hospital he took no stops and immediately went to Yuuri's room, what he saw put him in shock and he started sobbing, "Yuuri...", he saw him still in bed and no machine hooked up, he was very confused until the doctor showed up to give him the bad news. "Yuuri Katsuki died last night.", those words broke Viktors heart into a million pieces, he didn't know what to do or what to say but he was just so heart broken there was really nothing he could do or say to save Yuuri, he held onto Yuuri's lifeless hand super tight. "Can I have a moment alone with him?", Viktor said choking on his sobs the doctor gladly left him alone with Yuuri, "You weren't supposed to die... this wasn't how this was supposed to go....", he started sobbing even harder and it was a really ugly sight to see, "Damnit Yuuri! this is all my fault I'm so sorry! Yuuri Katsuki, I've loved you since the day we became best friends, you're my best and lover and I've always loved you but you just never knew and obviously couldn't tell, so I waited and waited for you for so long and waited and waited and waited.... I was so miserable seeing your heart get broken so many times... I'm so sorry all of this has happened and it's all my fault I'm the worst boyfriend ever but Yuuri Katsuki, I love you more than words can ever describe and I don't know what I'll do without you here...", he was angry at himself for not paying close enough attention to Yuuri to know that hes suicidal or was-- for that matter-- but, in that moment, Yuuri Katsukis soul and spirit was brought back into his body and he immediately opened his eyes but Viktor hadnt noticed because he was looking down and sobbing very hard, Viktor cried harder when he felt Yuuri's hand clench back, until he heard a familiar voice that brought him to look up, "Viktor, I love you too. I always kind of thought I was in love with you but I pushed it away because of the girls, truth be told I never really liked them anyways.", Viktors eyes widened and he looked up to see Yuuris eyes open and his lips curled into a smile, "Yuuri...?", He cried happy tears then grabbed Yuuri and kissed him the hardest he's ever kissed him before. "Yuuri! How?!", Viktor was in such shock as they both pulled back from the kiss, "Your words, I could hear them when I was a spirit and that made me try my hardest to get back to my body, I can't live without you Viktor.", Yuuri smiled as they both hugged each other. "Let's get you discharged and go home.", Viktor smiled and Yuuri nodded.