Suicidal quotes and poems

HELP ME

I don't know why I did it. I just downloaded the Teen Chat app to make friends. But instead guys I didn't even know started texting me. I thought they were nice and I didn't care that they were older than me. One guy asked me to make a Kik account, this app where u can like text people, and the next thing I knew, most of the guys were asking me if I had Kik, so I told them. And then they started asking for nudes.

I'm only 13. I find it very hard to say no to people. After like a week of sending pictures and talking to some of the guys, my mom found out and took my phone away. She said she wasn't mad, just disappointed. Because she said it was child pornography.

Then, when I was ungrounded, I was stupid and did it all again. But the difference is I found myself, like, having feelings for this one guy: Emmyton. He's 19 and he lives in Australia. He said that he couldn't live without me and that he loves me.

When my mom found out I was doing it again, took away my phone. So, now, I'm like thinking: What if Emmy kills himself because I didn't get a chance to tell him I got grounded?

Every time I like don't text him back, he always says that he misses me so much that he'll kill himself if i don't answer. And this morning he said: I'm not going to eat anything until I hear from you.

. . . Now I'm like worried about what he'll do after a month. Or a week. Or a day. Because I don't think I can live a life without him in it.

Plus, I was planning on telling him about the other guys, but then he said he was possessive over me, so I'm just like: OMG I can't tell him. He'll be sooo mad.

I just don't know how to tell a guy to stop texting me without him getting all mad or sad. Yes, I know, there's always the block button. But that'll make me feel even more bad about ending things.

PS I went to my school counsellor and she told the school cop who said she'll investigate Kik more and make that guy go to court for messaging an underaged child. I just feel like it's all my fault, you know? For being so stupid and such a slut.

But my mom's making me see a therapist. That'll probably help.

I hope it does.