dear jinnie,
can i call you that?
i mean its not like you can hit me from calling you that unless you have teleportation power then...
i heard that your fandom name is a.r.m.y, i like it.
adorable,
representation,
m.c of,
youth.
i smiled when i read the post.
youth...
that's a lovely word, i wanted to do a word play but nothing comes to mind that's why i need namjoon, i mean rap monster to help me come up with weird words and philosophical quotes that doesn't make sense but they do in a way...
do you understand what i mean?
its funny because this reminds me of how i felt when you told me that you were going to leave to pursue your dream.
at first i didn't want you to go, why?
because i don't want you to and i was scared that the kpop industry was not ready for your handsomeness.
but for real i wanted to stop you from going and i tried to understand your strong desire to do music but at the same time it made me confuse.
was i in the right place to give you my opinion on stuff?
or i'm just someone that gives free support and then gets thrown out for being useless?
i give you props for not giving up. now you are a step closer to your goal and here i am in my room writing this letter.
which i'm sure you're not gonna read it because having an idol life is not as easy as everyone thinks.
right?
unless people are faking their tiredness just to have empathy from their fans...
what in the world am i saying?
of course you guys are busy!
busy with dance practice, busy with promotions, busy with variety shows, busy with all types of shit!
you guys don't even have time, to get at least 8 hours of sleep, let alone to deal with haters.
so i'm not here to hate.
i'm here to love bts and other groups!
but then again i'm not an army yet...
not till the moment i hear or see my name on sns but i still support you and your members!
your friend,
han yooah
