stay • mark got7

three

seniors ball is around the corner. co-schoolmates are asking their girlfriends or the ones they like. i haven't seen you and your friends. where are you?

"hey soeun, let's eat?" aera has been trying to divert my attention from you to my favorite things to do, like arts.

"ill pass." i was really starving but finding you's more important.

i walked and walked around the school grounds, trying to find you. my anemia isn't helping. im seeing black spots that could lead into a blackout. i shook it and continued to walk.

"soeun? are you okay?" i couldn't quite figure out who was it.

"i think so."

"i think so that you aren't. let me talk you to the clinic." it was euntaek, the one boy whom you're always jealous at.

"taek, have you seen mark?"

"i haven't sorry." he guided me.

i sat down the clinic bed. i can feel sweat that's coming down my whole body. cold sweat. where are you? i haven't told you the thing you've always wanted to hear.

"taek, if you'd see mark. tell him that im fine and he shouldn't skip his meals."

the clinic nurse asked me to sleep because it helps. i took her advice. i slept for the whole day.

"soeun, should i call your parents?"

"no thank you. they're busy. ill just go home by myself."

"i do not advice that. ill ask euntaek to take you home."

"can you ask mark to do it?"

the clinic nurse nods. where are you mark? will you be mad if euntaek takes me home? have you been busy? where are you?

"noona?"

"youngjae? what are you doing here?"

"im having a sore throat, i was going to ask nurse oh to make me ginger-honey tea. how about you? you don't look good."

"im fine. just head aches. where's mark?"

youngjae was hesitant. why? "i don't know."

why must he say three words that i hate the most? it has been three weeks since we last saw and had a full conversation. i just wanted to say those three words you want to hear.

where are you mark?