Who the fuck knows

Hello again

Side note: I know it has been months, so I apologize to the few of you who read this, but I've been having a rough time.

Hey so um ......... Hi. *coughs awkwardly*
Well, it is currently 12:23am and I have to get up in, like, 5 hours so I thought "why not write instead of sleep?" Because......... rational thoughts don't exist in my head, apparently.

Anyway, life is there, I guess. My brother doesn't hate me for being trans anymore, so that's good. Um, my mother was in Louisiana for 4 days so that was nice. No backhanded comments. Oh, but I now have an awkwardly adorable themfriend (gender neutral significant other) and they are pretty great. *cough cough ~you know who you are~ cough*

My sister turned 16 and that's crazy, because she'll be leaving for college in 2 years. I'm drowning in school work. My band went to UIL recently and scored straight ones which means we get donuts from my band director. This is really random and out of the blue, but that's how life is.

*skip 5 minutes of ominous clicking from down the hall*

My brother's fan just nearly gave me a heart attack. I thought someone was using a taser to knock out everyone in my house before murdering us one by one. My sister thought it was a giant wind up toy. How stupid does that sound? *i pause and realize that my idea was just as stupid* oh.

Well, good night, and listen to the soundtrack of 'Come From Away' which is a new musical. It's QUALITY SHIT.

*time skip another few months because I forgot I had this draft, oops?*

So, update. Um.............. I've been listening to more kpop ( BTS, Seventeen, Got7, ToppDogg, Monsta X, BigBang, G-Dragon, etc.), my relationship is still v good, I'm kind of doing better mentally, I cry every day bc GD is going to Houston and I can't go, I have to get a neuropsychological scan done to test me for ADHD, the Tony's passed and I'm still bitter about Dear Evan Hansen winning Best Score( don't get me wrong, it's a great musical, I just think that Natasha Pierre And The Great Comet Of 1812, or Come From Away deserved best score more because they had really unique styles to their score, and Natasha Pierre mixed so many different genres of music), there is a tiny child named Max that I teach at karate who is the purest thing I have ever seen, and summer is slowly killing me.

Also, I've been trying to write music for fun, and because music is very important to me, so that's fun.

Okie dokio, bye =)