Ex's and Oh's

~○Chapter 12.5○~

Sonhees POV:

i was in total shock but nothing could prepare me for the what im about to hear next,it was my mothers voice she was crying and pleading and then i heard him talking about a sex scandal between my mom and one of the share holders,jimin was talking to my and saying thing like:

"if you dont want this to go out in public,then its just a simple bullet to the head,a quick gunshot will do the trick mrs.lee or do you want me to call you a dirty old twat instead and oh,dont worry about sonhee,i'll take good care of her."

i couldn't think straight for a moment,anger washes throughout my body,i felt numb to the point that my breathing was uneven,i  pulled out every strength that i have left inside of me to get the hell out of his office.

i started to throw stuff on the wall due to anger,i was so made that i didn't even realized that i was clutching onto a piece of shattered glass,blood was rushing through my palms and i still cant feel the pain,i kept crying while walking through the hallway until i entered the soon to be nursery baby nari,i eyed the baby pink crib and held onto the polls,i couldn't stop crying,he betrayed me,he caused my families bankruptcy and my mothers death.

i slowly sat down at the floor and reached for the piece of shattered glass,tears were no longer visible in my eyes but it was replace by pure insanity,i slowly hold on to the glass not caring if my cut will deepen,blood was dripping on to my thighs and to my belly,i transferred the broken glass to my left hand and i started to rub my belly with my bloody right hand,at that exact moment i thought about jimin,i thought how happy he will be if nari comes out,alive.

i lIfted my shirt up to reveal my 7 month year old baby bump,i smiled and said:

"im sorry"

i quickly stabbed my stomach and dragged it across,and  what hurts me the most iS that i have the knowledge to know that im not killing myself,im killing my baby,in that moment my only goal was to see jimins face and his soul crushed,to the point that he kills me,i wanna feel his hands wrapped around my neck tightly until i run out of breath,at this point i wanna be killed by jimin.

i was felt light headed and my eyes are giving up on me,before i could closed them,i saw jimin rushing towards me while he tried to cover the slit with his hands,i saw him crying and calling for help,he was talking to me but i couldn't her him,i remember saying

"why,why did you do it?"

before passing out,i woke up in a hospital bed and i saw jimin,seating on one of the benches while he buries his head onto to his palms,a few minutes later he felt me presence and his head shot up,he quickly rush to me and hugged me,i wasn't fazed nor surprised,i just sat there staring outta nowhere,he kept crying and kept telling me that our baby died,i wanted to cry but i dont have the capacity to do it.