FOR A BROTHER

Chapter 14

I woke up the next morning with a slight headache. I wasn't looking forward to work today. I wasn't ready to face my prick of a boss.

I stood up and stared in the mirror, why did I always look tired?

I had a quick shower when I jumped out I was surprised to see my auntie carol standing there

"Hello darling how you feeling?" She smiled.

"Not bad yourself" I was a little confused.

"I've come up here to quickly let you know that me and your uncle have had an amazing offer in Brazil the work base out there is honestly fantastic, and we really want to go it's only for a month but if your not ok with living on your own for that long we either won't go or you can go live with your mum for a month what do you think?" Wow that was a speech and a half. Seriously I'd be more than happy to live alone.

"If you want to go you go I mean don't stay behind just for me. I'll get beau to stay with me honestly I'll be fine!" I smiled trying to act polite.

"Are you sure I mean I can always stay" she smiled.

"No trust me. It's fine" I nodded and gave her a small but nice hug.

"We have to leave tonight though" she rubbed my back.

"That's fine by me" I smiled.

Before I knew it they had gone, I was alone.

I was always alone I guess.

I rung beau and Megan and told them to come round.

When they got here they persuaded me to have a party, I didn't want one because I had work in the morning.

But they insisted.

"Everyone's coming" Megan smiled.

I nodded not really caring anymore.

"You look sad why?" Beau said to me. I shook my head.

I put on a light pink dress on, it was pretty but not really me.

People gradually turned up.

More and more people I didn't know.

"Hello" zayn said hugging me out of the blue.

I smiled "hi".

Then in he walked.

Harry. And Marie.

I just couldn't look, but I had to act like it was ok.

"Hi darcy" he smiled and gave me a hug, his warmth made me feel like he was mine...even for that split second.

Marie smiled and I just walked straight past her.

"Hate her" beau whispered in my ear and I laughed.

All the boys wondered off to a toilet I knew what they was doing, I hated Harry on drugs. It made me feel sick.

Marie tried to make conversation with a boy standing opposite me, I did t even know who he was.

It was a little awkward I could tell.

Beau took me somewhere, gave me something. I didn't want to take it but I did. The alcohol wasn't doing anything to me.

Everything was a blur, my eyes were completely open but why couldn't I see anything?

Beau walked along holding my arm as I stared at Harry who's eyes were burning into mine.

I began to move my hips slowly, not really understanding what I was doing.

I was a mess.

I was on the kitchen side dancing with beau.