Struggles

Prologue

I close my eyes and I realise what is happening. I think of my life as I hear the harsh waves clash together ferociously. As my dark auburn hair wildly flies across my face, I realise that I desperately need help. I know that if you asked me a few weeks ago what the matter was I would have transformed into an award-winning actress and lied to you. It was probably because I didn't want anyone to know that I wasn't having or enjoying the perfect relationship as an ideal couple. In fact it wasn't at all flawless like I had imagined. Instead I was experiencing hell with so many complications. So now I truly realise that I need help.
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Here at this isolated beach, I no longer have to face the  disappointment and guilt knocking at the door. I struggle to let my worries fly away to the open. All I want to do is to stay here but let's be realistic I can't. But  I can't go back. No never. He made it clear that I would never be good enough for him. It was time for me to move on from Dave, he wasn't worth my energy or my emotions. I am tired of constantly feeling sorry for myself and feeling like a total idiot. I needed to forget Dave and fast. Isn't that the whole reason why I agreed to follow my family on their occasional trip to Cornwall in the first place? I needed a distraction to get away from all my problems and especially Dave. I needed a distraction to lift all the weight that was dragging me down on my shoulders. Luckily I found Jordon....