Kill

Chapter 4

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"Lance Dixon...one of my bullies brothers. That's why she hates me so much, because he went to jail."

"Good, he's lucky I wasn't there then." Jeff muttered as he walked to the door, before he walked out he looked over at me, "By the way there's a bra and some underwear. I don't know what size you are so I brought every size I had here, don't judge, I live with girls and when they come over to check on me and sleep here they sometimes leave their stuff. Hopefully your size is in there right?" Jeff smiled sheepishly and continued out.

I smiled and began to look though the clothes when I heard a knock, "Alex?"

"Yes Jeff?" I called out gently.

"Can I come in for a sec? I forgot to tell you something."

"Sure."

He slowly pushed opened the door and walked in, "Over here," he pointed to a black door, "Is the bathroom. You can take a shower if you want. I have a hair brush, hair ties, and an extra tooth brush, if you want to use them."

"Thank you." I smile.

"No problem." He smiled and backed out of the door.

I giggled as hear shut the door, I looked around the floor for my schoolbag, nothing being able to find it I begin to freak out.

"JEFFFFFF!!!!!" I screamed out.

He came flying in with a knife, after looking around he found me on the ground dying of laughter.

"Why the fuck do you have a knife, you dumbass." I laughed.

"Why the hell did you scream bloody murder. Kinda makes people think there's a killer or something. What do you want."

I giggled and sat indian style, "Wear's my schoolbag?"

"Here," he said as he moved to a closet.

"Thanks, Jeff?"

"Yes?"

"Can you wait in here for me?..." I asked, a little embarrassed from my question.

"Sure thing." He smiled and jumped onto the bed, falling onto his back and sighing.

I smiled and started into the bathroom when I stopped, "One more thing," I said turning around making him look at me, "can you start the shower? I have bad anxiety and I don't want you to hate me..." I looked down.

"Never Alexandra." Jeff said as he turns on the shower.

The way he says my name...he makes it sound so special, so important. Like I actually mean something. The butterflies began flying again. 'WTF ALEX! Snap out of it!!!' I thought.

I peel off my wet clothes and take off my sunglasses. I look into the mirror, seeing my red eyes and my white hair disgusted me. Why can't I be pretty? I back up to see my body, scars itched their way up my body starting mid-thigh, up my hips to under my belly-button and then up my arms starting from wrist up to just before my shoulders, I saw the bruises from my step-dad and step-monster and brat step-sister.

"Why me?" I asked my reflection.

After my warm shower I jumped out and got dressed, quickly putting on my sunglasses. I walk out the door to a topless Jeff. I freeze as he turns around and see me, quickly pulling on his hoodie. I won't say it aloud but damnnnnn that body thooo.

"Sorry Alex. I didn't know you were coming out." He says as he brushes his hand thru his hair making him even more hot, if that was even possible.

"It's okay." I look down to cover my blushing face.

I walk pass him and sit on the edge of the bed. He smiles and comes to sit next to me.

"Hi." I mumbled.

"Hey," he chuckled nervously before coming serious, "Can I ask you something?"

I felt my stomach drop and my heart race up. Why am I panicking? It's just him...it's just him...

"Yea sure." I finally answered.

He sighed before talking, "You don't have to answer but..." he bit his lip and I nodded, "Why do you always wear those sunglasses?"

My heart drop and my eyes watered, "Jeff..." I breath out.

I didn't want to answer... or did I? I don't know, I trust him but then again I'm scared that he'll leave me... Why do I feel this way? I feel a hand slowly creep closer to my face and then gently take off my sunglasses. I squeeze my eyes shut and quickly look down, making my bangs covering my face. I felt Jeff's fingers go up to my sunglasses, I inhaled a deep breath and bit my lip, I feel my glasses slowly start to slip off...

(Jeff's Profile)

I slowly start to take off Alex's sunglasses off, I hear her take a deep breath, feel her heart begin racing. Finally her sunglasses were off and she quickly flew her head away. I take a hold of her jaw and fling her head towards me, forcing her to look at me.

"Alex," I said aggressively, "open your eyes." She stilled didn't listen, "NOW." I growled.

Her eyes flung open, I gasp for air at the sight of her hypnotizing eyes. A sudden slap to the face broke me from the hypnotize. Well, it wasn't actually a slap from a hand, more like crying. Alex pushed me away as she try to run to the bathroom, I grabbed her arm stopping her in her tracks. She flung into me, banging her head into my chest. I slid my body down with hers and started to rock her, trying to comfort her.

"Alex..." I sighed, "Why are you crying?"

(Alex's Profile)

I finally caught my breath. I wasn't ready for him to find out. Now he's going to hate me.

"I understand if you think I'm a freak of nature... I can leave now..."

I hurriedly tried to get away from Jeff when I suddenly flew back onto the bed. I flew my back and a frustrated Jeff semi climbed on top of me, gripping my wrist tightly. I'm not going to lie, kinda turned me on.

"Alexandra," he growled in a deep raspy voice, "If you ever, EVER, think that I would let you leave just because you have something different. Guess what princess, everyone has something different, everyone has secrets."

I wasn't shocked about how close Jeff was but how mad he got. Then I realized he was an inch or two away from my face, I could feel my face warm up. Why do I feel this way? I wondered. I gently push Jeff off and sat to grab my stuff.

"Um, my friend came up from Texas to see me, I have to meet her at the park."

Just then the door swung open, "JEFFERY WOODS! GET THE FUCK DOWN HERE!"

Jeff jumped up, "Shit." He mumbled as he flew downstairs. I sat on the bed for a second before deciding to go downstairs. I quietly tip-toe down the stairs carefully trying to miss the creaky steps. I heard Jeff talking in a low whisper with a girl with fiery red hair. I stopped paying attention to being quiet and stepped on probably the loudest step there is. The girl and Jeff look at me. The girl look familiar and it only took a few seconds to realize who she was...

"NAMOI!" I ran downstairs, almost falling on my face.

"ALEX!" Namoi yelled back.

We ran into each other arms and I won't lie, we stayed like that for what felt like eternity, but what was actually five minutes. We would have hugged for eternity but Jeff cleared his throat stating that he was uncomfortable and confused. Namoi and I smiled and hugged one more time before the questions started to be asked.