NCT Imagines

✧ Hansol

✨ A little note: ✨

Hey guys, this imagine was supposed to be posted during Christmas but it was postponed because of writer's block + hectic vacation. But I hope y'all enjoy this, I've putted a lot of effort to it ><

Once Again | Ji Hansol
word count: 4,819 words
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A white miracle falls down from the sky, the bells are ringing, a vocal of delightful songs to be heard, the wrapping of presents, the sweet aroma of foods — Christmas. The season of joy, season of giving love, forgiveness, and gratitude to one another. It's a great time to spend with our love ones, a great time to celebrate the coming of the Lord.

You took a glance through the window, you saw tiny fellas playing around, throwing a ball of ice to each other. Having a little fun in the snow makes you feel envious, you wanted to do it as well but you don't have someone to do it with you, someone that will throw hundreds of snow balls to your face, someone you can have fun with the snow – that someone is nobody. Nobody's going to do that for you.

A sweet voice behind you mentioned your name, handling you a warm cup of chocolate with some small, fluffy while stuff floating — marshmallows. "(y/n), my dear, here's something to warm you up." Then gave you a wry smile. "Thank you, mom." You drink the content of the cup, filling the delight in your taste, filling the warmness inside your body.

"Oh, Christmas." You let out a sigh, suddenly having a breakdown. A wonderful season that left so much memories slays your heart and shatter into small bits. A pain you've slowly felt while having a moment of reminiscence. Christmas is the season where you and the guy whom you cherish so much developed feelings for each other. Each day he wasn't there with you makes you feel distressed, the times where you both enjoy together each second passing, is now gone. Instead of enjoying this season, it's making more abrasive because of the little, happy things playing once again.

Yet, you also remembered the day where he putted the line into an end, leaving your heart full with hatred, slowly closing it to protect yourself from hurting.

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"Babe..I.. I have to tell you something." Hansol said in a trembling voice, you raised your eyebrow, wondering what made him felt that way. Is he hiding something maleficient? Something exciting? You don't know.

"What is it, babe? Tell me anything, I'll listen." Your lips formed into a smile, waiting him to tell you what does he wanted to say, infront of you. You held his hand, for a help to calm down his trembling and all of that jittery gathering up around his system. You felt his pulse and it's rate is in a reckless pace. You didn't seem to comprehend why he's acting this way. He took a glance at your eyes, then gulped.

"I... I love you." His sentence bringed you to confusion, Why is he nevrous to say that he loves me? You thought, saying these words ain't really that hard. But why is that? It's not the usual thing, though.

"Babe? You sound like you're confessing your love to me. Is there something wrong?"

"I'm not done yet, (y/n)." Him calling you by your name is something odd for you right now, he's being serious.

"Go on then, tell me what's bothering your mind."

He sighed. "You know, (y/n).. I love you. It's been 2 years since we're dating, and I decided to.. to give ourselves more space."