Marrying a Fuckboy ( Jungkook Fanfiction )

15

((I recommend you guys please listen to this song while you are reading this part. The song's really good.))

Seolhyun P.O.V

After sometime, someone started poking my shoulder. I opened my eyes and took out my earphones. "We arrived. Come, everyone already went out." Minah said. I nodded and came out of the bus with Minah. We followed all the other students and stood in front of our teacher.

"I will let you choose your partners who will stay with you till the trip ends. One group consists of only two people, not more than that. Okay, I will let you all to set your tent, fresh up and then we will play some games. Is that clear?" The teacher said. Everyone said YES. I looked at Minah.

"Sorry hun, Taehyung is with me." She shrugged and smirked. Bitch. I rolled my eyes and thought that maybe I should be alone...

"Hey Seolhyun, wanna be my partner?" Jimin asked me smiling cheekily.

"Wait, really? You wanna team up with me?" I asked him with a little bit of wide eyes.

"Yeah, if you want." He said blushing slightly. I mentally chuckled.

"Okay, let's be partners." I smiled and he smiled even wider and hugged me. After that, we set up our tents and freshen up. The teacher again called us all for the shitty games.

"Okay, so the first game is that I will give you two papers: One for animals and the other for plants. You will list down any kind of animals you see but not like ants and all. Something that you do not see in your everyday life. And for plants is also the same. Okay?" The teacher explained and everyone nodded. The teacher gave everyone the papers.

"Okay... Ready... Start!" Everyone immediately ran to the forest including us both. We were investigating every single thing.

"Oh, look! I found something!" Jimin squeled.

"Really?!"

 I ran to him and looked at where he pointed. "Oh... It's a grasshopper... Right...?" I said a bit in a scared way.

I hate any kinds of insects. He nodded and smiled. I forced a smile and wrote down grasshopper on my animal list. We finally saw some more animals and plants and noted them down. After one or two hours, we heard the whistle so everyone returned back to the teacher and handed him the papers. It was almost dark.

"Okay... Today's game is over and now you all are free so do whatever you want, but don't go too deep in the forest." The teacher said and everyone nodded and separated their ways. My legs were hurting so I entered my tent with Jimin. We both sat across each other.

"So, what will you do now?" Jimin asked me.

"Anything you want." I smiled.

"Hmm...yeah! What anime are you watching now?" He asked.

"Something really scary." I smirked.

"Name?" He glared at me.

"Wait one sec. I will be right back." I said and came out of the tent. God, I need to pee so bad! I quickly ran to the place where you do stuffs and came out. I was walking. 

I wonder where is Jungkook? Whom did he pair up with? I hope he's alright...Wait, why am I even thinking about him..? Oh yeah, I love him that's the only reason why I am so concerned about him... But he doesn't even like me... Just the thought about him makes me feel so sad. I felt a tear drop rolling down my eye. Why... Why can't he just love me...?

Suddenly someone grabbed my wrist and brought me somewhere dark. I couldn't see anything. "Seolhyun..." I  immediately recognized his angelic voice and his sweet smell. How much I miss him... Miss his touch... His lips... His everything... But I can't let him take control over me like this.

"Please Jungkook, I don't wanna be your toy anymore, you can't just use me for your fucking pleasure! I am not like those other fucking sluts! And I truly loved you, but you just used me... Jungkook...Why...?" I started crying.

"Seolhyun, I-" He started to talk softly but I cut him off. 

"No, Jungkook... Don't say anything please. I know you don't even like me so you don't have to pity me. Why can't I hate you Jungkook...? Even you forced me to have sex, but I still can't hate you... Why do I love a guy so much who doesn't even care about me?!" I screamed by crying out loud.

"Seolhyun listen to me-" I again cut him off.

"No, I don't wanna do this anymore... I have to forget you and so do you have to forget me. Think nothing happened between us. We are completely strangers... Goodbye Jungkook... I wonder how I will stop myself from loving you..." I whispered the last sentence but I know he heard me. I roughly wiped my tears and walked away from there while he was just standing, there looking down...

 I am so sorry Jungkook. I hope I can stop loving you... But I know some part of me still wants you really bad... Really regrets what I just said to you... But I can't do anything cuz you... Hate me...

   Part 15 done!! How was it?? Seolhyun finally confessed but...