great just great i hate this place.all my friends are at this stupid Jr beta convention. jr beta is some smart people shit. i have nobody to talk to for 3 days. why am i friends with smart people. it makes no sense. honestly i don't see the point in Jr beta it's a huge fundraiser for smart people. plus they get to decide if we have a school dance. different topic now. one of the hot guys in my class is sitting next to me. i keep thinking he is looking at my screen reading this. if he is im dead. he is so cute with his shaggy hair and blue eyes. to bad my teacher is moving him back to his seat tomorrow. mrs.Carroll won't let him permanently move to that seat. why deos he have to be so hot. im going to die if she moves him back. he is in all of my classes and i love it. i wish he wasn't straight. there is one kid in my class who acts gay but i'm not positive he is. i wish people wore a sign saying i'm gay or i'm bi. it would make life so much easier. i know if i come out i might find a few more but if i do then my younger sister will know i'm bi. is she is like her dad she will hate me. she is a grade below me but only 4 months younger than me. i don't want them to know yet. if i ever get the chance at a boyfriends that is either smoking hot or has a good personality im going for it and i don't care if everybody knows at that point. ill come out early if i ever get a boyfriend that is if he is willing to tell people we are dating. im complicated ok. but anyways the other guy (not the majorly cute one) next to me saw my screen but i'm not positive how much he read. he is ok looking. i'd date him but not mainly cause of looks. i'm not that shallow. i hate writing stories at school because we usually don't have to type in school so teachers get suspicious. if they take this laptop and read what im writing to the class im screwed. i cant write at home because i'm only allowed to use it in the living room. i suggest you not ask why because i'm positive you don't want to know why. skip a few hours now im in 4th block and my teacher left. we got sent back to the 6th grade area which was so weird to be in. my teacher left early because her dad is in the hospital. i've never understood how the whole thing works when a teacher misses a day and we have a sub. do people just sit at home and wait for them to be called in to be a substitute. but anyways im going crazy. i cannot stop looking at the hot guy i mentioned earlier. his name is tucker.
sorry for the short chapters i'm kinda writing these day by day so i probably will update once or twice a week.
