there is this new kid in my PE class. he is Hispanic and really cute. he is a bit older than me but not much. i don't know what it is about him but he is just so cute. if you saw him you would understand. i about melted when he put his hand on my shoulder. i wish i knew if he was into guys. like i said he is new so i don't know much about him. oh and also i finally came out to my sister and two of my friend. you know the one i mentioned was moving to Canada?? she read this story and figured out it was real. i told the other one on April fools day. i texted her ¨i'm straight¨ she just said ¨what??¨ then i said ¨April fools¨ then told her i'm bi. my sister is convinced i'm gay and not bi. i really need to find somebody to date. i'd prefer a boyfriend but a girlfriend will do. oh and i saw a lesbian couple at target. they were there holding hands. i was happy to see a openly gay teen couple holding hands in public. they looked so happy. i'm in math and right now i'm suppose to do study island but i'm to lazy so now i'm doing this. my friend lent me a book called note to self. its about a the life of Connor Franta a gay youtuber. he shows his life through essays photos and poems. its really good so far. if you didn't already know i love reading. if you saw me you would be surprised to know that. i'm like 6'4. how many people that tall do you know that like to read? very few right. i really need a life. most of my friends went to new York and Paris for spring break. i stayed home and watched 13 reason why on Netflix. my teacher just told us we could have free time like anybody was working anyways. now everybody is acting crazy. i want to come out to everybody at my school but i have no clue how. do you just yell ¨i'm bi¨. knowing me i would say ¨bitch i'm bi¨. i cuss way to much. i'm going to make myself go deaf. i cut my earbuds up all the way to drown out everybody. turns out fall out boy and panic! at the disco is good at drowning out people. i wish the school didn't block Netflix or i would be watching that right now. if i look around right now all you see is people on YouTube. if i hadn't seen almost all of YouTube id be on that right now. i'm going to dye my hair pastel blue. only bad part is it will only last 4-6 weeks. i cant permanently dye it because it unprofessional to volunteer at a hospital with dyed hair. yay only 10 minuets left in this class. i hate math class. its my least favorite class of all. its more the teacher than the subject. its this fat Hispanic guy. he teaches faster than any teacher I've ever had and thats saying something. he skips some of the stuff that he doesn't like so we don't get all the info we need. nobody in my class really likes him and most of us are failing this class.
sorry for the short update
