THIS IS AN ALLEGIANT SPOILER!!!!!!!! I HAVE WARNED YOU! The entire thing is in Tobias' POV. This is a short, so it will only be 1-2 pages.
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It's hard.
Every day I wake up to a hole in my chest that can't be mended. Sometimes I dream of them, but then I have to wake up to the sad truth that they will never come back.
I've tried to move on, but it just doesn't feel right. Every embrace, smile, kiss, hug, will never EVER feel the same.
I'll just have to face the sad truth that I will never see them again. No matter how much I pray, no matter how much I beg, I just can't undo the bulletholes in their side. I can't dig up their grave to find them sitting there, with their arms extended. I will never feel their warmth against mine, never feel them run their fingers through my hair. Never.
I've noticed that I sleep more often. That's the only time I see them. That's the only time I can feel their embrace, their hands, their lips. Even though my dreams are mostly nightmares, it's better than never seeing those eyes again. They were so striking, so blue.
Nobody can ever fill that hole in my heart, and no matter how much they said I would get over it, I won't. I never will.
I miss them. More than anything.
I miss them.
I miss her.
I miss Tris.
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Maddie
