Your Troubled Soul

I got into my car and just sat there thinking.

This poor girl.

What had she done to deserve so much sadness?.

Her whole life had been one big heartbreak.

Her mother had been murdered, her friends, her boyfriend.

Her first boyfriend had murdered her mother.

How could anyone move on from that?.

My heart hurts for her.

I wish I could do something to help her.

I wish I could hold her and tell her everything was going to be fine but even I didn't know it would.

When I looked into her eyes I could see a beautiful but fragile woman who needed to be set free from her demons.

She has such a pure soul but it has been damaged by all the pain she had had to endure in her life.

I wanna find this sick son of a bitch and make it right for her.

She should not have to go through this again.

I just wanna hold her in my arms and let her cry into my chest until she feels all the sadness has gone.

Maybe I can help her trust men again?

Maybe I can be the man she needs.

I like her.

Maybe one day I will love her.

Maybe we can get married and have kids?

I would love to hang out with Dewey, Gale, Randy and Tess and do date evenings.

It's funny to begin with I had a crush on Gale but as soon as I met Sidney it was her who made my heart flutter.

I have seen so much pain with other victims but none of it compares to the pain i see when I look into Sidney's eyes.

I spent last night going through the old case files from Woodsboro and Windsor College. When I see the photos of Sidney I do not see a victim.

I see a survivor.

A survivor with a troubled soul.

A soul I want to fix.

A soul I want to get to know better.

A soul I want to fall in love with.