steps || nct jaehyun

step two

how to make your crush fall in love with you:

step 1. encounter your crush

step 2. put the past behind 

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.the confession

i remember when i made the mistake 

of attempting to confess to you 

when i wasn't ready. 

i remember it so clearly. i remember my heart fluttering

 as i hid behind the bush, waiting

 for the right timing.

 i remember my cheeks already feeling hot.

 i remember me liking you 

a lot. i remember liking you because 

of your gentle smile 

and your delicate laugh. 

i remember you being warm to me the first day

 i came to the school. i remember you 

were the one you that picked up my 

books in the hallway 

when i dropped them. i remember you shielding 

me from the running students  as i tried 

to recollect my things.

 i also remember never talking to after.

i remember you waiting for something 

(or someone) 

in the dirt 

field 

behind the school. 

i remember watching you kick the dirt as you impatiently 

waited. i remember me walking up to you ever so quietly. 

i remember me whispering

 to you that i liked you.

 i remember the person you were waiting for arrived.

 i remember it as a girl.

 i remember her pretty face. 

i remember you noticing that too.

 i remember, because you didn't notice me. 

i remember you walking away

 from me to greet the girl, 

as if i wasn't even there.

 i remember me walking away. i remember tears

 rolling down my cheeks. 

i remember me tossing

 the box of chocolates

 i was clutching

 in my hand. 

i remember regretting the decision to confess to you. i

remember seeing you tangle you fingers with the girl's

 as you guys walked away. 

i remember that my heart didn't flutter 

every-time i'd see you. i remember it 

sinking lower and lower.

 i remember my heart aching.

 i also remember my heart being broken.