The Beginning

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Lily's POV

Month 7

Somehow I always manage to find myself on the bathroom floor in the mornings. I absolutely hates the morning sickness, but today it just seemed like it was worse then the rest. I groaned as I sat back on my knees and placed my hand on my stomach. I couldn't wait for this baby to be out. I flushed the toilet and washed my mouth out, brushing my teeth. It had been 7 months and I still hadn't spoken to James. He hadn't even tried to contact me. I hope he is okay. I still loved him. After making myself look presentable for the day, I walked down the stairs and into the music room. Sirius was out once again but told me I was allowed to do anything I wanted and even showed me this music room that I didn't know about. There were musical instruments scattered everywhere, all belonging to his family members. He had told me that they all learnt one or two instruments as children. Sirius loved to play the piano. I too happened to know how to play piano so I decided that I wanted to try today. I ran my fingers over the dusty piano and opened the lid covering the keys. They were clean, not as dusty as the rest of the piano and instruments in the room. It was obvious someone still played the piano. I carefully sat down on the seat, the baby kicking as I did so. I rubbed the stop she kicked and placed my fingers over the keys and started playing. I wasn't even sure what I was playing. It was just an arrangement of notes that sounded good together. I continued to play, the baby still kicking as I went. The song was calming and beautiful. The music echoing around the quiet house.

I gasped and stopped playing, my hands quickly moving to my stomach. The baby has kicked hard against my bladder. "Don't do that, dear. You'll hurt mummy more." I said to my bumb, my hands running it. I still didn't know how to feel about her. Sure, I loved her unconditionally, but I'm young. I didn't want a baby at this ago and neither did Sirius. I felt bad for making him do what I wanted. He doesn't deserve this. "Lily." I heard Sirius say from the door. "What are you thinking about?" He asked and I just shrugged. "I'm sorry." I said. I heard him walk over and sit next to me on the dusty piano seat. "For what?" He asked, grabbing my hand from my face and holding it. "For this." I said, gesturing to the baby. "I know you didn't want a baby at this age. I'm sorry." I repeated and he shook his head. "Don't be sorry. I want this baby now. That's at that matters. She is going to be absolutely amazing at everything she does." Sirius said and I nodded. "I guess you're right." I said to him, leaving on his shoulder. "I'm always right."  He said, chuckling.