You say I fuck up,
That I should have done more,
I was at my limit,
Almost pushing over my breaking point,
I was trying my hardest, my strongest, my best
But you say I don't do enough, or try hard enough to not screw up.
How? How do I not screw up? Tell me, I need to know,
Because I'm always screwing up no matter how hard I try not to
I need help, I need advise,
I get yelled at, and I lost my self esteem
I was on the breaking point and you pushed me over,
Then yell at me for breaking , for not trying hard enough not to break
I cant handle this,
The crying every night,
The giant lump in my throat,
Caused by my trying not to cry where you can hear,
And when I'm alone I cry and I cry
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Poems
Poetrythese are poems I wrote. I never forced a poem out, they are written how they were first written. No editing, no drafts of final products. Some are sad, some are sympathetic, some offer hope, some are funny, and some.. some are painfully true