Warning: cursing and heart breaking

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I asked you to a dance and you said yes

I asked you on a date and you agreed

Letting me believe this whole time that you liked me

But no, you betrayed me, you hurt me more that yo can know,

Did you ever like me? Was it all a trick?

To help me through some really hard shit?

You hurt me. You betrayed me, and now youre asking why I'm mad?

No! no you don't deserve a response, you don't deserve to be my friend

You fucking hurt me and now ur mad? WHY? You don't have that right. YOU NEVER DID

I TOLD you I loved you and you just smiled like always. I ASKED you if you liked me too and you said yes

Why? WHY DID YOU LIE AND HURT ME SO BADLY? You can never understand how much it hurts me to lose one of my few friends. It really hurts... and you know what happens when I feel like shit. I cut my self up both inside and out. I try to figure out what I did to make you do this. I blame everything on myself, and I break down at night when no one's around. I crumble into little pecies, scattered everywhere. And I repeat everynight for at least a month. I cry wondering what I did wrong, I cry and I hurt, and I end up hurting my family. I don't want to hurt them. I hate hurting them, because it hurts me. Please just tell me why you lied? Please?

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