Still Into You (ON HOLD)

Chapter Thirty-Six

(Viviane's POV)-Epilogue

2 Years Later

Ava'lynn has grow up so big. Her beautiful laugh is the only thing that makes me laugh.

"Mom...Mommy look at me" Ava'lynn said.

Ever since she started walking that was all she said when she starts walking. Marc couldn't believe his eyes when she had walked her first steps.

It took at least two months until I gotten over Marléne death. Marc had took care of Ava'lynn when I was sad.

Marc was also mad when Avaxlynn spoke her first words, that it was mommy. There was nothing I could do because she was momma's little darling.

"I see, but can you walk to daddy" I said.

Ava'lynn was about to walk to Marc until she saw Fluffy. We've gotten Fluffy when she was one years old as a christmas gift.

It seems like she love that dog way more than us. Fluffy had brown fur but with white spots on his ears and tail.

"Fluffy" Ava'lynn said.

"No, walk to daddy" I said.

"It's not going to wirk Viv, she's not going to listen" Marc said as he sat on the couch.

"It's just a phase, I bet she'll get over it soon" I said.

"Yeah but what if she doesn't" Marc asked.

"If she doesn't then you have you son" I said rubbing my belly.

This time this baby was planned. Me and Marc decided to at least wait until Ava'lynn was one to try again.

I'm now three months. I'm sure it's a boy because last time I didn't vomit that much when being pregnant with Ava'lynn. This brings me so much joy that we can now live happy.

I write this letter to my unborn child from the depths of my soul. You've entered my womb and made my life complete and whole. I never thought I would be chosen for such an awesome task. It is a greater blessing than what I ever could ask. I can almost imagine you in my mind. Beautiful, Happy, Bouncing, flashing a smile so kind. Feeling you flutter is a sensation like no other. It does wonders for the joy of this soon-to-be-mother! You create a glow in me I never knew I would see. It is true happiness that sets me on cloud nine manifested deep inside of me! You're my baby, my child, my heart, and my wonder. I pray we create a bond that no one can put asunder. You're a designers' original! A creation from the King! I can hardly wait for you to enter the world and see the joy you bring. Sweet baby of mine, you're a magnificent gift from above. Living proof of how your father and I have shared our love. I hope you have your fathers' eyes Then you will go into the world able to look at all things wise. I hope you inherit my ability to plan. With that you will be able to face all things in life as a strong woman or man. I hope you receive from your father his selfless ways. For this the Heavenly Father will bless you, as he did him, all of your days. I hope you learn from me, spirit and let no one take it. Believe me you will need it in life, and many will try to break it. But with that spirit you must have your father's center. With that you will be cautious of any door you enter. I want you to have my curiosity. There's nothing wrong with questions you may blurt! But receive your fathers' discernment, so you'll know when to let go before getting hurt. Have my big heart; know what emotions are and how to be real. Share your fathers' strength so you can handle what you feel. Share my sense of humor! Laugh a lot it helps you through life. Share your fathers' sense of duty. Know how to be serious and take strife. I'm emotional so I tell you its okay to blubber once and a while like your Mom. But learn to develop what your father has; an excellent sense of calm. But most of all the things I wish for your father and I to share. I wish we teach you to love, respect, strength of mind, and to care. These are my feelings, wishes and hopes for you. You make my heart and soul sing! I welcome you to the world and thank you for the joy, my little prince.

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THE END!

Updated: 2-12-14