Why Can't I Have You To Myself

I Have Given You All The Clues, So Why Can't You Just See It?

3 weeks Later...
After she asked the most improtant question she could have asked, things just haven't been the same. Instead of me revealing my feelings for her we have turnt into best friends. But there is nothing wrong with being best friends its just that i like her so much it isn't funny. I want to feel her body against mine when we hug, i want to feel our fingers interlocking as we hold hands and more importantly i want to feel her beautiful soft lips against mine and never to let go.

But i am afraid i will have none of these things. That is all i want but she just can't see beyond the relationship we have now. She still points out the 'cute boys' at school and i know my chances are just dwindling away every time she does. I try to give her hints. I sit next to her at lunch and sometimes in class. I try to make her laugh with my lame jokes and i try to show her how much i love her. But she never notices. She still looks at me as just a friend.

I was on the verge of giving up until i had a dream one night. I had a dream that i asked her out. I grabbed her by her arm and looked into her eyes and i had never felt so safe before. My words didn't seemed to stutter, my hands were still but my heart was beating faster than ever.

I said a whole lot of stuff about loving her. But it was all just a dream. However, it made me start to think. Althea was into writing, it was her passion. She always seemed to be able to find the meaning behind things that no one else could see. She could take just one sentence  straight out of a book and write a whole story. That was just the person she was.

I added all of things i knew about her and thought to myself what could i possibly do. She liked to write about anything, she loved listening to this band called 'Uniq', she loved nuggets and fries, she was extremely independent, she was the most beautiful girl i knew and i loved her. But i still couldn't figure out how i could put all this information together to help me to get the girl of my dreams.

It suddenly hit me, an idea that was super cute yet so creative. It involved putting all of my feelings and information i had  for and about her into a collection. It was something that i hoped would make her realise how i felt when i thought about her. Althea is beautiful, perfection at that, with her elegant brown skin and her big brown eyes. I couldn't let her get away from me when i felt this way. I had finally come to a decision. I was going to write a book about me and her, the girl of my dreams that i loved so truly and the guy that loved her so much.